PRETTY BABY!

Familiar air

2008-04-21T00:08:00.002+08:00

Tinky is blogging about our wonderful day out :D
and omg omg omg, we had soooo much fun please!!
being gay and eating @ Sushi Tei and just spending $$ on stupid things.
we were reaaaaaally damn gay.
and we sat at the nicest Starbucks ever to do Maths (APGP).
which wasn't too much of a failure!

omg YAYYY to Tinky I LOVE YOU i really had an awesome time today please! :)
like all the random laughs and stupid photos and our necklaces that would make everybody damn jealous! NYEH NYEH.

MUACKSSSS photos soon :D

Rustic farmland

2008-04-17T22:39:00.005+08:00

PWNZ(Y)! couldn't have asked for a better campaign group, seriously! all our harmless fun and stupid music crazes. ho's treat is coming up soon it'll be nice to catch up huh ;D

class girls :) cheryl jieying guannan kristyn linlin huanchin wenyi joey yvonne nat 10 PRETTY KIDSSSS. thank you for always being so concerned, and like tolerant of my noise! we took this during pe (the one where we were supposed to do 2.4 but there was uh lightning risk)

council camp and buddiessss! weiting and yewei are buddies and yelin's my buddee! :D but yewei is also my house buddy. is it confusing :D

bb induction haha omg i love the bb councillors laaa both 27ths and 28ths ;D damn fun look at these camwhores!

char's the queen! hehe forever and ever i tell you.

AHAHHAHA my daddy appreciates FALL OUT BOY ;D

wheeee okay i feel much happier PHOTOTHERAPY.

Time to return

2008-04-17T22:00:00.002+08:00

they say: in life you gain.. and you lose.

goodness we're back to the point where i start sinking into depression. for some damn reason totally out of my control woohoo!

..

no la i'll be fine i've decided i need to be stronger. tougher, braver and tougher. okay that's going to be something i must live by. decisions are always painstaking, and they say you always have to make sacrifices. it'll all be worth it, either way. just no regrets & be tough man. okay yes yes yes set.

anyway(:
lunch break! tinky and xian hahah i was bingeing away. i feel like a round pink pig how to run 2.4 tomorrow? tomorrow's a long long day. we have batch breakfast AHHH!!!, 2.4 for pe, econs essay test, chem spaaa, muffin collection, blazer measurement, guides session, council internal elections. aa and rocksteady which i am not going for :( omg maybe batch is going for supper then we can all go together!! :D feel super duper guilty about aa i should totally be going back.

rarrr today was tiring and physics tutor said i was in a different world x) i forgot to use my set square to take readings for spa? yes today i was in a different world tomorrow i better be fine.

YESSSSSSSSSSSS WE CAN DO THISSSS.

Bombom

2008-04-17T00:30:00.000+08:00

ABSENCE MAKES THE HEART GROW FONDER!!!

omgggg char you are totally number one :D

Do it in the dark

2008-04-16T23:44:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHH :D

hahaha today i screamed a lot. everywhere i went! and it was a very happening day :DDDD
very happyyy!

with class tutorials lectures what not and council orientation and guitar concert!

CHAR YOU'RE MY NUMBER ONE :)
saw you grinning away from my seat please!!! and you are so awesome see your hard work pays off good job i love you forever!

and my awesome company :D
YEN TINK XIAN TING FANG! hahahah omg what more can i ask for pleaaaaase. like lying on tinky's shoulder singing by the way! or holding yen's arm which is soft like baby skin plz HAHAHAH! or sticking my head into fang/ting conversation! and flapping arms with xian! hahahah very happy really ;D it's been a damn long time since we've all been out together. okay minus char la who was playing her guitar. but we had a nice photo during intermission which i will upload SOOOOOON.

the school day was exciting ;D slau came to sit for physics and then i started to fine him for cracking knuckles. wahlao cracking knuckles is damn bad. and we had break after that where joey cheryl and i had some intellectual-ish reflective talk which was a nice outlet. and physics tutorial was quite hilarious also i mean tutor is so horrible and deadpan gosh. plus joey's crazy random laughter! and assembly was best i sat with joey. and we laughed like nobody's business. and got high over the stupid high five shit ;D HAHAHA joey you happy pill x)

THE TAKE OVER THE BREAK'S OVER is officially my favourite song ;D
i have been singing it for the past week and whatever and it sounds so gross when i sing it because there is not tune. but aiyaaaaa it gets me super high :D

council orientation was quite exciting also! hahahaha i liked the chair game which is like musical chairs but not musical chairs. except that i suck at it i have slowww reaction. oh oh and my buddies! buddee is yelin and house buddy is yewei :D HEE HEE THEY ARE FUNNYYYY.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and i'm very high again and i feel like screaming :DDDDD

Seasons change

2008-04-14T21:11:00.004+08:00

just to express some love:

tinkyyy for being around all the time and getting high with me (:
char for your little sms that made me grin. i'm always here, you rmb that k!
yen for the morning hug that was so totally you and warm.
xian for being a happy pill and spicing things up with your little ferochesss.
ting you silly lovely boyfriend and just being your (un)glam self.
fang my bb buddy and everything else hot.
louis yuzhou wenjianrrr you stupid bitchy people :D
evelyn foo who's always there but i need to bring you back to my life we never talk anymore :(
jasselyn i miss youuuu omg free cone day i can't wait.
charlotte for listening to me all the time and for being the awesome big bud (:
sauling for coming back that day.
jacky hoho i miss our psb room mornings and your happy laughter.
joey for drawing that 'ugly' heart on my econs today.
little boy for always making me smile yessss!

hahaha school today was good stuff i guess (: i'm enjoying jc life a lot :DD like there's always so much laughter and what not. especially after school, although my class is quite funnyyyy. although i'm a bit confused, but it's alright i will get it sorted out! i think the week ahead is going to be some happening thing :)

Bring on the rain

2008-04-13T20:11:00.001+08:00

(K)!!

all's well :D

I'd be there

2008-04-10T22:58:00.003+08:00

happy birthday chenyang :D
you stupid funny boyyyy it's super fun to be around you yo (: cos you're always so positive and happy :D

rest of the day was sucky/sleepy, i'm just really thankful for the magical friends i have :)

low yunting leow zhixian yang yenyen for the fabulous lunch break <3 agree with tinky, i only like thursday lunch breaks nowwww! being with you people is the best, really :D talking and just being ourselves completely.

or the afternoon spent sitting there in the canteen, feeling the cool breeze and hopping around. hahahah i love rainy afternoons (only when i'm in school not when i'm going home!) okay but it was a pretty emo afternoon. all the people i talked to were so upset/ bugged with problems/ emo. sigggggh :( and what needed to be said has been said, just thaaaaat. i'm really thankful for the people i know i always have. and oh m gee we are never going to let go of this or my life's going to be over.

<3333333

dinner was some super funny loud noisy affair! chenyang zhihao ting eileen xian huiwen fang tink. shared stuff with tinky and we were being super piggy yumzz ;D with good food and comfy aircon :D hahahahah then we ate mango ice and camwhored and took funny photos, plus sang a birthday song for chenyang! and we were being super loud we probably pissed off everyone. we kept laughing and swinging back and forth in the chairs, till we hit the waiters and people walking past. whooooops. but it was good laughter for everyone (:

time well spent (:

Don't pretend

2008-04-09T23:57:00.002+08:00

haaaaaaaa so it isn't all as good as it seems ya. talked to fang & ting & xian for a verrrry long time and we just let stuff off our chest. sigh you people are the bestest :) i wonder how, i wonder why yesterday you told me about the blue blue skyyyy.

always not what it seems right :(

Carry on

2008-04-08T22:14:00.002+08:00

i saw sauling today :D she sent me a super duper sweet sms (: and was all "i'm coming back to give you a big fat hug!" love you sauling you're as awesome as ever!

hahaha i miss the guidey days. aa and as are both coming up!! exciting stuff please. and there are so many concerts going on i have already spent a bomb on tickets :(

had piano early in the afternoon! was nice sitting in a cold bus on a rainy afternoon, listening to my currently very cool playlist :D and i was just bobbing around and getting the feel of the songs hahahah i must have looked damn retarded :D but it was super relaxing and inspirational. life's damn beautiful man.

i think some parts of my piano playing skills and whatever not has improved ;D HEE HEE HAW HAW she said good job to me so many times today. !!!! :D

got back to school and stupid car zoomed past me and wet my skirt totally. wasn't even raining at piano but it was pouringggg and almost flooded at school. crazy :( then slaaaaaaaau taught me physics and gave me my treat ;D woohoozx and then i was vandalising his song lyrics wah damn funnyy :D

had dinner after briefing, and hehehe i miss my little darlingsss :D plus i love PWNZ!! super duper a lotz. and WOLL!! :) enough said ehh.

and what i've been stuck onto for the past few days :D
LOWWWWW
A LITTLE LESS SIXTEEN CANDLES
THE TAKE OVER THE BREAK'S OVER
BY THE WAY

Apple ginger thunder

2008-04-04T23:57:00.003+08:00

happy birthday huiwen! :D
hope you had an awesome dinner and you enjoyed our company haha x) cheer up alright you bet you just need a goooood sleep (:

today was a pretty good day (:
supposed to have batch breakfast in morning!! only a few of us were there, and i had to go meet pwnz after a few minutes of sitting with breakfast people. boohooz. we need some proper time to ourselves omgz.

mock spa was stupid :( i hate chem calculations. actually i have so much work to catch up on i want to faint and weekend is all taken up! boo.

after that we met our senior class. which has like giraffe, xianjie, anna and izza! hahaha quite funny we ate pizzaaa yumz and we played dog and bone. the curtain game also? which was quite fun because we kept winning. then people kept leaving after that so it wasn't as loud crowded high anymore. oh well my angel mortal buddy is like, giraffe! HAHA. x)

met eileen huiwen zhihao and quah, who were all taking out posters + fixtures. so we all walked around together ripping out fixtures. which were all damn grossssss, because they got soaked in the rain! ROAAAAAAR. hahaha and omg it was really sick :( like water trapped under the plastic sheets and ugh eeeewww.

then met chenyang, took down banner. and wenjian joined us to remove our PWNZ UR NAPFA. hahaha which was THE BOMB okay the paint smudged super grossly will show a photo one day xD gross. took so much toilet paper to clean up please!

school tour finally ended and i was throwing away all the posters in the dustbin, when i accidentally threw my phone in too :O omg panix then chenyang & wenjian had to help me open dustbin to dig it out. YUXXXX lucky it wasn't a very wet dustbin :/ i just sterilised my phone with dettol hahahaha.

and after that chenyang wanted to book place for dinner, so i walked with him to j8! bought chocolates and happy food omg very happy :D except i forgot i didn't have my wallet x) and bought her a damn cool origami book! then walked back hahahaha omg we walk here walk there take damn long please. but good exercise and he was being an assss! :( trip me irritate me talk rubbish REPEAT AND REPEAT his words. aiyo but very funny la uncle chenyang!

came back talked to charlotte for quite a bit, then played with skateboards :D hahaha from ting's campaign. learnt how to skateboard on wednesday, thanks chenyang xD who dragged me round the amphi to let me get THE feel. and omg skateboarding very fun worxxxx. but super scary to turn corners. oh well i like going down slopes ;D

after that we migrated to the windy corner to talk/ do work/ kill time/ play solitaire etc. walked up and down from canteen to windy a million times x) because we stupidly left bags at canteen and everything roar roar roar but didn't mind la had a skateboaaaard! and i was trying to learn how to sing low (the stepup 2 song ah) and huiwen's ears almost died oops!

fast forward a whole gang of us went to sakae for dinner! had to sit at 2 different tables :( food was quite bad the chawanmushi and tempura icecream were the only 2 nice things please! oh well it was fun eating and talking and hearing things? and the covering ears issue & talking very loudly after that, HAHAHAHAHAHHA couldn't stop laughing har har at quahz his laughter ah.

after that we went to the toilet, and i was waiting outside talking to the rest of them. when someone tapped my shoulder. so i turned around and got stunned for like a minute and realised OMG IT'S TRICIAAA!!! shock of my life but fabulous point of the day :D aiyo tricia in her nj uniform, plus specs = damn studious looking! so i screamed and she screamed and we embraced each other hahahaha :D just dropped all my bags and made noise. wow this happens everytime we see each other x) yayy am very happy she's happy too :) love you tricia!!!

oh well i had good company (: hahaha it's really a great relief to talk to these people, instead of the people i've been seeing these days. as in, not that those people are horrid or what, but it's a good change and there are just some things you can't tell other people. yeaaaa manz.

other things,
am very glad, totally over it :DDDDD
in foolai's words: "NAT FTW!" burden-free alright i feel so light i could fly! hahahha woohoo :DDDDDDDD

eee cannot stand the way the 2 behave. hahaha super sticky glue and it's like mother chicken baby chicken.

quite upsetting to know that people like that exist? like my piano teacher says, everyone's essentially good. it's just the circumstances that force/cause them to turn bad. oh well guess it's true. anyway, decided that you'll live your life, i'll live mine. we will all be happy in our own ways and that's what matters yes. okay quite sucky to see __________, doing whatever things they want, but aiya we are all dissimilar.

MY WAY MY STYLE.

goodnight tomorrow ya conference wake up early :O
YAWNZIE.

Hawaiian chick

2008-04-02T20:11:00.003+08:00

rargh i'm such a terrible kid. things always happen like that, and i let myself get swept away by the current emotions. resulting in the doing of many things that i'll always end up regretting. think i need to use my head much more nowadays. like now, it's happening again and i can't control the dials anymore. shit i screwed this up for nothing. i'm an idiottt.

today was a pretty good day (: was high throughout the day. hahaha i love my class oh my mama. and physics/ maths tutorials are the bomb. they are highly hilarious, watching mrkadir/low target different people each time!

had house speech which we were kind of freaking out for xD we are so silly retarded spazmo i cannot take it :D but omg i think we were pretty exciting too. hahaha omg PWNZ pingfang wenjian natalie zhijie much much love. we're damn on and spontaneous and yay spastic actions win everything else alright ;D hahahahah i hope our housespeech was entertaining x)

hung around in canteen and everything for rallies. and soon after there was this group of us sitting around. with people i looove and miss like tinky char yen xian fang ting and i were all there <3 having these people around just makes the world around you look so blur, because you have the best people in front of you :D and everyone's right, i miss us a lot. we're going to catch up soon and we're going to last forever. we can make it work, seriously :D with all the love and the effort. whatever we have is in no way lost :) like what we said before, sometimes we just move off on different paths temporarily, but ultimately we come back home. ♥ you all the most please remember thisss (:

dinner/ icecream/ waffles was good good good :D hahahaha it was fun la and i was super highhh. more of this next time!!

things you should remember:
easy going, compromise, let loose, take a step back.

hahahahaha stuff's all very happening. anyway, some things are just nauseating har har har and bug you a lot. but at the end of the daaaay, you throw all these unhappy things to one side because you realise they shouldn't be bugging you. you head should be filled with HAPPY PLEASANT things, thoughts that are worth taking time to think about and not nonsense that is just going to give you a heart attack. therefore i have things sorted out and it's not going to affect me anymore ;D you live it your way i live it my wayyy!

still miss my og. hahaha and i miss thomaaaas. and i miss 413, quite a bit xD
shit need to sit down with these people!!

wanted to follow my daddy to the supermarket but decided i need to stay home to do my work. have some serious catching-up to do manx :O need to go get some happy food from the supermarket.

although i'm glad the month of April is starting off on a good note (: what with yesterday's laughter gas class outing and today's smooth-going day :D

all you need is some love :)

Art attack

2008-03-31T23:57:00.006+08:00

roar i have so many unfinished blogposts. sucky sucky i haven't been able to sit down and gather up my thoughts :( life's pretty suckyyy yo! you know it's those times where you can't exactly pinpoint what's the HUGE blotch in your otherwise perfect life?

though right now i'm in a good mood :)
+ redeemed all these cool vouchers that i'm looking forward to using :D hahaha retail therapy manz it always works.

+ there's a school holiday tmr and my class very impromptu-ly decided on an outing!! :) cannot take it my class rocks. eat eat eat our lives away yo.

+ taking a break tmr!

+ looking at our stickers, fixtures, posters and what not makes me happy. and my parents went to school for the talk and they saw all the posters, and they were quite impressed :O now they know i haven't been staying in school doing nothing harhar ;D

+ laosai is getting much much better. oh which has been another major reason why i haven't been around. tummyache and laosai since thursdaaaaay, it was killing me :( extreme pains, toilet adventures etc etc sucky. and not being able to eat anything normal for so long!! crazy la. or everything just comes out the moment it goes in = a verrrry hungry nat craving for all sorts of food.

+ having terrific classmates who are always so concerned and ready to feed me gummies before i drop dead x) like on friday when i was wayyyy slepey, yvonne kept popping these yummy gummies into my mouth to keep me awake. and lin kept nagging me to sleep more. and the rest of them were like, aiyo nat you ahhh and what not. they're so sweet :DDD

+ did i mention my classmates are fricking miracle pills :D didn't go to school yesterday because stomach really hurt the entire thing got worse, and my mum wanted me to stay home. but went back to school in the afternoon for an adventure. they're all so cute and they made me so happy :D like i saw bj & miah at first, their eyes popped out they were like bursting with surprise. hahahaha and yvonne and woonz and the fffu club etc :D "naaaaat, what you doing here!" hahaha it really made my day la. felt so elated seeing them around woohoo my classmates are the BESTEST <3 style="font-weight: bold;">nat's party on saturday :DDDDDDDDD

omg omg nat's party really made my week please!
the week had been terribly awful seriously and i couldn't go for ya conference yadayada and i was looking forward to this. hehehe i am so glad my og isn't dead anymore :D okay at least for now!! it was a hell lot of fun and camwhoring, strangling, surprises, throwing, screaming, wet things, vulgar-ing (by the boysss!).

i cannot stop LOL-ing at our 70+ multishot photos :D they are crazy and they all have stories behind it! like how the 3 little boys took turns to rape each other. or in sesom's words: gangbang har har har! and our one to ten cute poses, which ended up looking damn screwed up and angsty x)

or how it wasn't even my birthday but i had icecream in my face. stupid nat x) nvm novel experience. so i ended up with wet hair disgusting oily face the entire night xD and nat got thrown into the pool by us, willingly! HAHA. everyone was on their toes that night, scared of anything that may happen to them x)

ahhh it was so fun and there was so much food to eat :D so even though i was laosai-ing i still stuffed myself anywayyy. nat we should go to your place to hang out more!

photo time :)
i must emphasise again how jolly i was that night. couldn't stop bouncing and prancing around at home after that!! revival of the og yo. we talked so much shit together and we were being our usual noisy selvessss ahh omg cannot wait for sth like that again :)

the 3 guys from our og at the party. clement will tell you "check out which finger i'm pointing xD"

daily joined us for a short while, then she couldn't take it and ran off x)

while sesom is being bullied in the background, chelsea and nat continue to play with the cameraaa :)

now it's caasi's turn to be raped :D

and finally clement! who strangled sesom & caasi rather badly. they all ended up choking and sprawling all over the floor.

OG IS NUMBER ONE (: stupid sesom xD

HIGH FIVE BLOWS KISSES.

BB07 FOR THE WINZZZ.

ALL CANNOT COUNT THIS IS NUMBER 8.

HIGH TENZ AND HAPPY LITTLE KIDS ♥

HAHA THIS IS JUST A SNIPPET of what we have my goodness.

Now or never

2008-03-31T23:41:00.004+08:00

PWNZ
Pingfang Wenjian Natalie Zhijie (:

congrats to all the people who got in too and woohoo campaigning is halfway through! am very glad that we all made it through together! (: thanks foo for sitting there with me that day yesyes lots of loveeeee.

pwnz: kohpingfang chanwenjian natalieonghuiling isaachozhijie :D
our colour scheme is HOT PINK & LIME GREEN woohoo!!! gets me so excited. plus we have crazily colourful stickers which are wenjian's & my favourite. and our posters are cool stuff too. stayed over at wenjian's place last night and we went a bit mad. but yessss my campaign team is funz happy productive sexy :D with a hilarious mentor too!

vote for Pingfang Wenjian Natalie Zhijie :D
you know you love us and our sexy hot pink/ green fixtures + posters (:

2008-03-26T00:59:00.002+08:00

i give up i give up i give up.
don't know what's going to happen don't know what you want.
i love you evelyn foo zhi wei & small little boy!

You'll always be my thunder

2008-03-25T21:05:00.000+08:00

SIGH SIGH SIGH X 10,
LOVELOVELOVE X 2.

To roll down the window

2008-03-22T00:44:00.002+08:00

(ah i forgot to post this up! this was one of the last night class mass convos, and everyone went to sleep alr. and this convo happened hahahaha so hilarious the both of them??! enjoy :D)

叶上初阳 says:
睡觉只是为了逃避现实

weishen says:
-.-
for u onli la maybe

叶上初阳 says:
如果能够换一种方式逃避，睡觉就变得多余了。

weishen says:
...
now become china and philo

叶上初阳 says:
现实的喧嚣，尘世的莺歌燕舞中始终隐藏着一种令人不安的冷漠。

weishen says:
erm
yes
and?

叶上初阳 says:
无拘无束的日子一去不返了
心中向往的乐土只得在梦中找寻

weishen says:
....
u no life la
boarders la
sad

叶上初阳 says:
何谓生命？
何谓生活？
不过是生老病死
高兴，忧愁，成功，失败
到头来还不是一场空

weishen says:
...scarely tomolo newspaper
lai chu xue sheng yin
chan tou ren sheng er tiao lou zhi jin

叶上初阳 says:
既然一切都是命中注定，天命其玄，渺小的人们又何必去刻意改变呢？
自杀是弱者的选择
这不是看透人生，而是为生命之渺小所震撼而选择的逃避
我是不会这样做的
顺其自然

weishen says:
..
u tok just now as if

叶上初阳 says:
这是我一贯的人生哲学

weishen says:
life sucks

叶上初阳 says:
生命并不SUCK，只是许多人活得太累，仿佛前世欠了他太多，他非得在今世拼尽精力去争取。
人生在世，如白驹过隙，转瞬即逝。
及时行乐方是人生的正解。

weishen says:
got on place damn suitable for u
shaolin temple
wudang alsocan
lol cant imagine the botak chuyang!

叶上初阳 says:
小隐隐于野，大隐隐于市。
能在堂堂新加坡莱佛士初院隐居
亦是一快事

weishen says:
erm
...
u win la
ur chinese so imbar
i need to sleep le..
nite
BB

叶上初阳 says:
好梦

weishen says:
xie xie

2008-03-21T12:53:00.000+08:00

TMD.

2008-03-21T12:13:00.000+08:00

rarrrrgh.
hahaha i need some excitement in my life. something that's going to make me scream my head off or laugh till my stomach explodes. just to add that extra thrill and make your heart pump faster.
too damn confusing.

2008-03-19T21:53:00.000+08:00

我很开心,
rlly rlly(:

Part-time lover

2008-03-17T18:50:00.008+08:00

and a full-time friend.
only because char & yen have it stuck in my head(:

morning madness :D stemming from dawn's violent tendencies!! terrible girl. charlotte and i wanted to catch up but in the end we went mad together and just spent a lot of time screaming and drawing and i told her about my life but she didn't tell me about hers. hehehe love these people anyway(:

past, present, future <3

first day of school was not a bad day! i got to see og, class, fliendz!! lessons were quite fine wor. chem was understandable, gp was just wahlao can die, econs was funny and pe was a mad but fun affair x)

wow i'm so glad i've got my class to live the rest of my jc life with (: and og is still there for fun and for mornings and what not!

everyone you've got to be happy worx. and i love you ting everything's going to be alright, trust me! :*

Ugly faces shining insides

2008-03-16T23:37:00.000+08:00

friday was such a good day, cos i met 2 groups of my favouritest people :D
og and my molons(:

went to school in the morning with vanessa rowena caasi to sort photos and what. wow very fun leh doing all these menial tasks but caasi was complaining away. you get to look at the photos and go OHHH SO THIS IS THE ONE! and what. anyway we are very efficient!

met a few of the og people at subway and waited around a long long time. the poor early birds but we told stories all was well! got to daily's house and omg her house is a freaking hotel! basically we couldn't stop oohing and ahing at her house because seriously, :O

funky posh juice in hour-glass cups :D
"even the cheapest apple can look extra shiny on your dining table!"

super funnyyy! her house is crazily big and it's so photo shoot material. and she did have photoshoots at her place before :O

the nice textured wall and sofaaaaa. wow everything in her house has different textures!! and everything blends so well together oh my goodness cannot take it.
chelsea nat daily mathan (:

crystal doorknob omg! we camwhored with a fricking doorknob manzz. (and the dustbin, the dining table, the fruit basket, the carpets, the stairs etc etc)

MOTHER-OF-PEARL WALL.
which is so much bigger than what the photo shows. isn't it stunning :O

the few of us (: after some rat race and screaming stuff going on!!

we have thus concluded that,
all future og outings will be to adalia's house! and we're going to sleepover someday in her boutique hotel. if she charges us, we'll gladly pay too x) mathan and i love her mother-of-pearl wall it is the new trendy verb to use to describe anything big expensive and majestic :D her house is seriously super nice laaaaa she even has a private bathroom, which is bigger than hotel bathrooms. that was one day where you could see our og being quiet. and that is something very.. amazing! we just spent the entire day camwhoring and there were so little people anyway. oh man miss us miss us so much, one day we will sit together and talk ♥

after that i left with daikor, and i went to serangoon gardens to meet foo rong and dong! (: hehehe we haven't been out in such a loooong time. and guess what we met to do? EATTTT and TALKKK our hearts out :D

went to chomp chomp and spent a long time trying to get a table. then we had a huge feast of oyster omelette, fish soup, 1000 chicken wings, hokkien mee, satay beehoon, sambal kangkong, stingray!, lime juice, sugar cane, siew mai and don't know what else!

after that our stomachs weren't full so we had icecream at ICE^3! hahaha they had good icecream except they a bit the cheat money la eh. throughout the whole time we were talking and catching up on life and doing what we do best xD hahaha omg i misssss them and how we really eat eat eat and be unglam. or how we talk and laugh like stupid freaks! and be so spontaneous about everything. we have hence decided we need to do this every month, to keep up with each other and to binge :)

walked this damn long walk to foo's house after that!
halfway through,
foo: "is it me or is there a woman walking in front?"
us: "... of course it's a womaaaaaan!"
foo: "oops sorry she walking so slowly mah."

fainted plz (hahaha omg i miss our lingo too! fainted fleak molon pitaaa siskm etc!) we made a lot of noise on our way back hehehe.

dawn & i freaked out at the sight of foo's dog. haha omg dogs scare the daylight out of me okay thanks we were standing on the sofa and refused to move :/ oopsssss! played mahjong and i won once HAHAHA jokezz. i like mahjong we should play more. but foo was like zombie from her sleepover, and we were all distracted by Just Follow Law. which was showing on tv.

wah there was one part where i laughed until i cried! my goodness i haven't done that since forever. it was just too funny for me to take :D they were all dancing?? and making really ugly faces and OH MY MA MA thinking about it makes me want to laugh oh my mother-of-pearl. LOOOOK they look so funny omg i just laughed damn loudly and they all laughed along with me. hehe see laughter and good friends and funny shows do wonderrrrrs (:

was supposed to walk back to daily's house, which is almost opposite foo's, but was super late and they all live far away from me. we read seventeen on the bus and talked even more. hahaha omg it was a good day(:

LOVE LOVE!!!
especially foo rong dong miss you all much ♥

:)

Frostbite

2008-03-16T02:22:00.002+08:00

Everything comes back in once more,
there's just a few bare patches we need to cover,
and we'll be fine,
living in our cosy warm world.

Recherche

2008-03-13T22:20:00.001+08:00

we move differently now. this hurts so bad.

:(

Rumbling and tumbling

2008-03-12T22:58:00.005+08:00

GUIDES CAMP 2008!
whole new experience? not being a camp participant but being someone there to help out. though i didn't do anything hahahaha. it was fun and lovely(:

teaching the new sec2s footdrill. reminds me of shimin&i being footie i/cs last year hahaha we all need more footie.

outdoor cooking! where we had our own pit. collaboration maaaan. we took turns to changkul, isa threw in the match and sticks, i used my lungggggs. and our fire was big we managed to cook our staple (with ashes). after that someone took our logs so we koped the other fires to cook the rest of our supplies.

oh we got to be judges of the food competition. hehe the patrols mostly cooked yumyum food(: mostly edible la, though i had like crunchy potatoes and uncooked xiao bai cai. it was so wasted, they all managed to start good fires! except that we didn't have big logs to rest the mess tins on. i always love outdoor cooking anyway. 1) it's so guidey 2) you get to eat your own creations 3) patrols always laugh together at this! orchid so sweet they fed me food whenever i went near them(:

patrols having supper and mixue in the foreground xD
we were sitting on the amphi stage talking to mdm rozanah & ms lee. hahaha the talk was so entertaining and exciting and funnyyyy! omg very hilarious.

this was not posed wor, look at the sec4s they're all so tired :(

they look like little mad bulls charging at each other. still very cute though they were so amusing to watch and observe. games games games!

wahlao this photo so ugly :D

their england powder: i were their cl, was you?

yijun and michelle came back too. they attempted to study hahaha. the guides are playing games they had to make toys ah. their crapping skills are number one man, they can really go work as marketing staff!

campfire(: love real campfires too so guidey :D hahaha kerosene soaked logs and the cool cobhouse. campfire setup reminded me of sec2 camp that's so long ago :(

orchid 2nd!!!! :D minus valerie. omg orchid 2nd you are the best one can ever have. y'all made me so happy whenever i stepped near. because i'll be greeted by huge sincere grins :D it's the orchid vibes yo! talking and hanging around with y'all for patrol lunch was sweet, i haven't done that for ages. even though i wasn't with you all much, whenever i glance over at the guides company, my heart just swells with pride seeing all of you having a roll of a time together(: laughing, whacking, joking, storytelling, poking, eating, stoning etc. wow you look so wholesome and everyone just fits. ahhh love you all so much. most enthu patrol ftw(:

the ragingggg fire when we first started out!

pity i had to leave that night :( wah withdrawal symptoms wor i felt so odd and upset i couldn't stay the last night chey!

last night met class to pool at woon's club! (: oops i made them wait for me for 40minutes ahhh felt so guilty. i kept mixing up the stops, then i overshot the stop. went to sembawang instead of yishun i thought sembawang was before yishun!!

yesterday was gong day i forgot to put my memorycard and battery in the cam, therefore no photos. pooled for 2 hours and felt so lousyyyy, ate dinner which was good zichar food and quite worth money la eh, then pooled again until we realised it was like 11 plus! :O

first pool bill (for 2 hours): $16
second pool bill (for 2 hours too): $30.40
double lehhh omgz! :( we all just stared at the cashier for a few moments because it was suddenly so expensive. hahaha omg night rates. tell you ah this is why singapore has no nightlife. everything so expensive at night, don't even have public transport, cabs so expensive.

went home with triciaaaaa(: omg miss her miss her! we were exchanging stories and wah she's damn power (: go tricia you can do it love lovex. i think i made her take a longer way home oopsyyy :/

got home super late like 1230 plus. then had to crop photos for the bb photoboard. caasi and i stayed up till like 3 plus? HA HA damn funny i got high cropping photos & naming them. therefore i was late this morning.

uggggh my stomach feels super weird :( i knew it i just cannot eat sweet things in the morning! but i was late so i had to get something in school. rmb not to eat sweet food for breakfast your stomach feels odd the entire dayyy. it's like hungry all the time yet eat already also not full :(

we managed to do quite a lot! and the grassroots people are quite fun to be around. except they keep singing. and hahaha it's tough on the ears la huh! and to them, porn = pond. hahaha inside jokesss ;D was exciting! until people started leaving. but the board looks good yes yes(:

rowena came at like 10 plus! and after a while we got really creative. HAHAHA look what we cut out! you've got to admit it looks good :D

met char then we had a long rainy bus ride to her place. met ting then went to chars place and we slacked around. then yen came and we slacked around more as can be seen :D we were supposed to mug hahaha bummer. good catching up la anyway(: except that today was very rainyyyy! :( my mama i miss these people so much :(

my brothers get me damn high please! :D
HA HA HA SIBLINGZZZZ THE POWAH.

crazy this post so long.

Nothing, nothing at all

2008-03-11T02:02:00.003+08:00

this is crazy, and night times are so insane. what would you be wishing for if you were here? and i'm definitely sure of what matters and what doesn't. guides is driving me crazy. i want it to be as big a part of my life as it was back then. yes guides mattered so much to me and it still does matter. but you know you can never get that feeling back, like it used to be. that year, that specific moment. i want to be an inaugural part, but that's just not the way things will turn out. making promises are driving me crazy. what kind of brainless irrational decisions am i making? i don't even know what's right, what's not and what's the best way out. being so lousy is driving me crazy. excellence and proficiency- bloody asymptotes. distractions are making me mad at myself. emotions turn me inside out.

nothing, nothing at all.

Forever

2008-03-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

Raffles Guides 010203,
you're really my fire! cannot imagine what life would have been without you, in the past, the present and the future.

lots of love & i feel so sucky for having to leave.
but lots and lotttts of love anyway, to every single person.
because camp made me so damn elated and there was this warm glow throughout that made me forget about all the ugly things in life.

GUIDESSSS.

We never stop waiting

2008-03-06T23:12:00.008+08:00

09S06N FTW, LOVE Y'ALL TO BITZ. ♥

class camp was so awesome! :D
all the way from the start to the end. it's like we didn't do anything much, besides the big things like ropes course, cooking and rafting, but we all had so much fun together! i think we make a very nice class to be in. even if everyone is so smart and what, but 6n is full of nice sweet caring helpful lovely FUNNY people :D 6n makes me laugh, we're always smiling at each other, we suan common people, we look out for each other, we say encouraging stuff too! hahaha omg i love these people(:

when i look at the photos, even though they're mostly random shots, i grin at the computer and feel sooo lucky. we're going strong man this is just the start!!! 6n6n6n6n6n6n :)

the odd numbers x)

we're all good to go!

this is weishen! in the boaaaat to ubin. and sexymiah calling him a big big 3d loser. check out the expressions :D

cooking at night! was funnoi like anything. noisy, yummy, messy, full of love. hehehe even miss vignesh helped out with her yummy tomyam cubes for flavouring!

all throwing stock cubes into the pot! the noodles tasted superbbbb la :)

everyone crowds around the pot for food and i don't know what the rest are doing x)

CUTE

AND UGLY ;D lubs yaoyaoz & bjay!

hahahaha we look like we're off to do something evil in the darkness, like throw some mysterious item awayyy! we did something along those lines haha ;D

pretty jumpshot where everyone's jump is so hilarious (:

the people who didn't want to jump! wah foolai and his lame poses xD

duyao & bjay sleeping, early in the morning!!

chinchin giving natalie (NICE NAME ;D) our facilitator a token of appreciation!

wednesday was the last day of school, went back for guides after that. wow it was a relaxing time. the weather was cooling so it added to the chillout atmosphere. hahaha i'm so glad camp is back on! cancelling it would be a total waste please. rggggguides :)

had a class outing on thursday ;D hahahaha shit i should have woken up earlier! i am a lazy bum. i was having a merry ol' time rolling around on woon's attic floor LOL-ing away. because adam choo foolai was being full of shit & pee xD

our $61 kfc delivery. 62226111 but don't order la rip off :(
look at weishen's greedy face!

the boys dota-ing away. they tried to teach me! but i kept dying so they wouldn't let me play anymore :(
this ...

... plus this forms the dota club on the 3rd floor.
woon moved his entire computer, cpu, sound system etc etc up 2 levels just to play dota or sth. i don't understand them hahahahaha.

the bridge club on the 1st floor.
lin looks like a gangster and kristyn looks like a busy gangster on the phone XD

woon has a nice house! and it was a very chillout time :D i enjoyed myself hehehe and the weather was good. and his house is very peaceful! because i was so joyous, i was so reluctant to leave. in the end, i was 1 hour late for piano. omg waste money :( damn saddddd. piano was sucky! :( couldn't play anything. pfbbbtt but i went home thinking of class & looking at photos. hahaha class so awesome, reallyreallyreallyyyy.

NAAAAAT ! says:
no everyone is getting caught up in the class
isaac - there's something wrong with my connection. says:
yeah
thats why
thats why we forget the og
NAAAAAT ! says:
inevitable also la.
isaac - there's something wrong with my connection. says:
something which we cannot let happen!
CANNOT
NAAAAAT ! says:
as in inevitable that we get a bit caught up with our class!
isaac - there's something wrong with my connection. says:
i gotta use an expletive to describe it
NAAAAAT ! says:
but balance is impt ;D
isaac - there's something wrong with my connection. says:
fucking cannot!
NAAAAAT ! says:
HAHAHAHAHHA.

piang caasi you make my guts split.

some overdue photos from longlong ago.

chinese new year and the tons of bottles and all that stuff. miss this like crazy. all the fun, aunties, uncles, carefree times etc. really truly a celebration :D

tfd breakfast, thinking day (: 2nd coy foreverrrr.

trafbuchet challenge! 6n vs 6w. it was full of suspense hahahaha. because everyone else in the LT pretty much couldn't be bothered by this lame stuff, but our class was watching so intently. and spouting weird encouraging lines like "GOT HUAN CHIN THEN WE WIN!" "WEISHENNN!" "GGXXXXX!" we lost but by a little only, and we won more money than them in total xD fun stuff(:

looook weishen is now famous :)

hahaha and okay this is a lot of photos. and i cannot wait to see my class again. this is how in love i am with them HEHEHE. we're going out again tentatively!! omg cannot wait. i miss my og too, i miss my tink ting fang xian char yen, i miss 413, i miss foo dong charlotte omer hhr, i miss my cousins, i miss you, you, you, you and you. :( at this rate i'm never going to get down to mugging. stupid mugging :(

but the holidays have been exciting i'm not complaaaaaaining! :D

Steal some off the calendar

2008-03-02T22:05:00.003+08:00

Hands up for:

dawn nat and evelyn :D
this photo makes me smile (:
omggg i miss the people in 413! :(

My one-and-only, How are you?

triciaaaaaaa tan!! i still think of you and miss you and wish that you were here to laugh with me or complain and whine with. it's so silly la :( but i love you :D

Hello N-ticing girls and boys,

i feel so happy looking at us :D

rubber face linz & the smart coolio yvonne :D

harhar cheryl teo lovessss me ;D

Dearest OG,

even if we're this unglam,

do you know how much i miss us being together as a whole? :(

like when we had that party, it was full of laughter, we had such good huge turnouts and we were really truthfully enjoying each other's company :) omgzz i miss us! especially after i was talking to caasi about it.

and this is craaaazy i can't get over it. i miss my chinese new year 2008. so perfect ♥

foo's cutting excerpts from her blog archives to show me. woahhhh i miss a lot of things. it's like living in the past but we got to move on yo.

and i need to take more photos i haven't been using my camera ;D

Help me leave behind some

2008-02-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

because leap years only appear once every four years, i shall pretend it's one day ago :D happy leap year, and it was a memorable day la huh.

thursday was a demoralising day, it was CRAZY having these 2 tests that weren't even graded or anything, but somehow i was so ^%$#@ about them. and being in a smart class doesn't help either. i felt like a pea-brained fly. pea-brained is self-explanatory. felt like a fly because so many other matters were clouding up my brain and distracting me.

speaking of distractions, there are way too many issues to brood over.

there's the standard one that's going to bug me for a long while more, and it pisses me off because i only want to get through this period fast because of that and only that (one and only point on the graph) issue but argh i'm going to end up saying why didn't i enjoy these months and make the most out of it etc etc.

aiya i am getting lazy and things start to spiral out of control yo yo. as thought bubbles grow exponentially and i loosen my grip on things.

yesterday was the leaaaap year and it was a good day in general (: nothing special la actually, except that the econs essay made me feel a wee bit better abt chem & maths (roar), then we were supposed to have make-up gp. but it got cancelled, and the fffuclub did their usual thaaang (: and i got hit by a frisbee (thrown by bjay) my lip feels slightly swollen hehe the blood tasted salty. pangseh-ed charlotte ong for nothing, so retardz.

yen walked me to the guides house to hand in the form, and we talked about life. that was so good :D and we suddenly decided to get 2 suibians from the bubble tea place, and 2 waffles. all on a whim. yen yen yen dearest that was really one of the few bestest bits of my week :D i love you muchx!

leap years at night with fang yen zhiying ting. i had yen on the left & ting on the right. and they huddled up with me HAR HAR and i made a lot of loud noises and said a lot of things ;D then we shall not talk about the rest of the night. except that it was like some, domino effect1!! only zhiying didn't get affected. ended up being really sweet though. sat around talking till 11 and got home soon after. that was a good talk we cleared up and threw out past things, brooded over new issues, got confused and surprised and even more confused, but ultimately it was good company that night. love yall so damn much(:

woah i just realised i took a really long time to get through this week. hasn't been the easiest of times, and coming back drains me. i am at a loss of what to do, i don't know how i should help and i don't understand things anymore. we've lost our connection, we're not making the effort to get the feel again.

woke up early to get to bishan for YA induction = Young Adult! for guides. it's so funny to type "ya" and "uh" because they just end up looking like random sounds! it was friendly and got me hyped up about all these new activities ;D plus i made new friends(: and we played twin towers which is a good game, alwaaays. this reminds me of 109 my little spsl class! the psl days :(

anyway the induction wasn't boring it was a good start. it really reminded me this is the reason i signed up, to go back to guiding and helping out at this. i miss guides so much and guides has taken up so much, it has now left a gaping hole. and i'm going to fill the hole with candies and sweets, like how we filled up the pandan chiffon cake hole on thinking day (:

spent the afternoon playing piaaaaano. wow finally i have time to really sit down and concentrate. hahahah it feels gooood. aiya i like piano, i just tend to push it down my list of priorities because playing it makes me drift off into dreamland = no energy to do homework = baaaaad fer school.

then spent time with the bigger brudda. and i was listening to all these old ancient songs that we used to like in our younger teenage days :D amusing and it brings back all the memories. like Hey Juliet our thomas batch song (: orrrrr This Love and the stories behind it HAR HAR xD

class camp on monday-tuesday, mixed feelings about it. i know i'm going to have DA BEZ company! but ugh i dread all the stuff we do. hello the last time i kayak-ed was like in sec1 because i didn't finish my retard obs :D hahahaha and i sucked so much at it bloody hell! and i think it's going to rain. and i have no shoes to wear or no bag to bring. wo de tiaaaanz. forget it, we're bringing cards. how fun, and okay i'm starting to grin now!

joey says:
i'm looking forward to going crazy at ubin

or sth along those lines i closed the convo accidentally! hahaha WOOHOO(:

ALLT HIS TUFF.
(life's tuff :O)

What i'll keep with me

2008-02-27T20:48:00.001+08:00

so much has happened, it's been at least a week.
appeals, leaving, departures, negative changes, days spoilt by elite few, class(:, buddies, class clubs <3, interview, cremation, kinship, early timetable, the most exciting breaks everrr, precious family time, being punched, nagging suspicions, confusion, yet happy for having the most awesome family & class evah :D

i try! i try to tell myself life's not that tough.
but when i sit down and think, life's pretty tough.

Youth olympics

2008-02-21T21:42:00.003+08:00

sucks today was quite depressing :(

even though it was o2. hahaha we learnt house dance? and did batch dance plus song at the end. and in the middle we went for a eating race or whatever i didn't hear what they said. we're quite lucky la we went to holland v :D i like hollaaaand v! quite rubbish la they made us buy food and finish it haha i burnt my tongue when someone fed me laksa :( then we just sat around and ate. and i went around buying food hahahah shit i have been eating so much junk!

best part of it all? daily & i decided to eat Sticky Date Toffee Pudding with Vanilla Bean Ice Cream :D hahahaha even though we looked so sloppy. the waiter was like "confirm? you're eating here?" the place was filled with angmohs and we looked so out of place. but whatever the pudding made me happy! and the company too :D the gravy the pudding the nice smell of the place and being there enjoying life indulging in sinful food. good food great daily!! love you daily for making me happy & worrying about me!

the walking around & bus rides & random things cheered me up too hahahaha! and we have the best ogls :D love my ogls one is an ahbeng/gangster the other is a cuckoo giraffe :D

triciaaaaa you won't see this but i'm going to miss you like hell :( although i'm so damn glad i got to see you today! we were like filming a drama la run into each other's arms until like that! my heart ached so much when you cried it's still aching awaaay. omg i cannot believe it i am really going to miss you. for everrrrything. i love you and you must stay strong like you always are my dear triciaa!! (:

the bad things.
1) all the people leaving. and i like all these people alotttttt. life is so unfair :(
2) these people being so brave about leaving! it gets me even sadder and they're so strong.
3) ________ - this certain thing.
4) exclusivity.
5) my work is piling up i do not want to studyyyy.
6) millions of heartbreaks and trying to glue everything together.
7) ttsh.
8) bad moods.

tomorrow we have BATCH BREAKFAST. oh god i miss these people so much i could faint now.

Taking back and giving out

2008-02-18T21:58:00.004+08:00

tonight i have been having fulfilling & random but sweet convos :D jumps around it's so great knowing that you're loved haha(:

mondays = captain ball days = sweating & screaming & catching balls = WOOHOO !
social expeditions were a new initiative. interesting yo! plus definitions of hip and happening. i also don't have this fixed definition but that conversation was entertaining xD

i really like the after school times, and the before school times too. it makes me smile damn wide(:

much as i tell myself, i still keep regretting things all over the place. and i don't know what kind of choices i'm making i'm not even clear about what i want.

still, am quite proud of my odd theories! they make sense. the one about you always organising, and the one about not being an obligation. hahahahah.

i need to catch up with a lot of people. they are way too precious to be lost just because we say we have no time.

2008-02-17T19:45:00.002+08:00

weekend has been quite productive(: some piano, physics tutorial (BOY I'M PROUD OF MYSELF) though i took forever completing it, redid the chem tutorial and gave up after question 15, did maths tutorial 3 up to where the lecturer covered. all's left is econs and gp! must keep things up like that. sigh sigh i realise i have poor basics ):

my piano is getting from bad to worse because i don't give my piano enough time to bond with me. i feel so terrible about it but i don't really know what to do. and sometimes sitting there makes me want to sleep. roaaaar must practise more! for my teacher & for my mother spending money on me & for personal satisfaction tadum.

okay dinner now HAHAHAH whoohoo yes :D

Copacetic on the out/in

2008-02-16T23:04:00.005+08:00

+/ - there are some days when you want to give love. whereas on other days, people get you so upset you just want to tear up/ destory every single thing they have given to you, or laid hands upon.

- sent peiqi off at the airport on tuesday. man it was sad seeing her go ): it's like going to be so long before i see her again! take care tan peiqi i hope you have an awesome time there anyway (:

- goodbyes are never pleasant, an exception being saying goodbye to people you can't click with. oh well, goodbyes will still remain a part of our lives. aiyo it was so upsetting to see xian and ting and peiqi burst out in tears that night :(

- on wednesday xian fang ting zhihao and i sat at the bb town and emo-ed around for a bit. everyone was so sad it made me even sadder than i was. got home early though, spent the entire day thinking about bugging issues it was a rare, bad afternoon.

+ but random msn convos at night brought my mood up again. sparked off the thought that there are a lot of people who matter to me, and there are people whom i matter to, and i should be showing them some love. and then i felt bad about not doing anything for vday this year.

+ so for vday, whenever someone gave me a cookie/chocolate/note/present of love, i felt super duper touched and guilty at the same time. if everyone didn't prepare tangible things to represent their love, i don't know what vday would be like. still filled with love i guess, but won't be the same tingly feeling you get from reading the words on the notes. :) so thank you for your presents of love, in nette's words!

+ take5 on friday. withdrew from amazing race, played captain's ball with the class. haha but i disappeared after our first game for a while. aiya shit i missed a lot of talentime performances! damn ): cteo was like "let's lose our first round so we can watch the talentime performances." anyway we got 3rd overall(: went out with the class after that, it wasn't that bad. except we couldn't really decide on what to do. and this person just always spoils the mood. made a pointless trip to safra tampines after lunch. oh well we played like 3 games of table soccer, where we screamed and was fun. singing WO YAO NI DE AI with tricia the entire day was lovely too :D

- met a few people from og after that and it was depressing me -.- haha shit i should have stayed behind to play pool! would have felt better hehehe.

+ anyway barbeque after that got better the mood was highhherrr. and more people came! we made a lot of noise, cursed our stupid charcoal, ate raw food at the start, watched clement fan the fire like a boy gone mad, listened to hijizi quality control satays and wings, saw sarun attack chicken wings to give them holes, all of them scolding daily for not eating, nat for getting high on roasting marshmallows, ding for cooking diligently, jianhong making me choke on my water, 1 xianjie sitting around with 13 other hyper j1s and eating non-stop etc etc.

+ hahaha some best parts: being seat warmers at the eating table with daily, hijizi & xianjie! :D haha and we talked a lot of rubbish it was goood(: eating stingray and feeding everybody with one spoon. sambal stingray owns :D and i am a good peeler, haha that was exciting! going home with xianjie and jianhong was funny too. xianjie's slipper broke so he was drawing squares with his leg when he walked i don't know how to describe it it was so spastic! jianhong is actually damn talkative he was so noisy in the taxi. tongpang-ed xianjie's cab and couldn't stop laughing. jianhong & i missed the last train so i cabbed back, omg midnight surcharge! ):

i like being non-exclusive hahahaha(: really really.

+ just talked to my cousin. boy he's one lucky guy ): i wish i had such terrific opportunities too, spending an entire year living with no worries, learning new things not in the form of PCME GP, and being away in a new, cold place. i miss the cousins loadz):

+ chinese new years are always great, and this one was seriously the bomb. hahahaha lots. of. love.

i miss 413, how we had like zero class spirit and stuff. but how i still found a place there and enjoyed being around the 24 individuals. we had fun in terms of lessons/ mugging/ brainwork ha ha ha. and when people labelled us as muggers and what not, we stood up for ourselves and that was shocking yet astonishing.

i miss rgguides, you had no competition there. there were a lot of little ones just looking forward to the end of sessions, but that wasn't for long, most of them enjoyed themselves. and i enjoyed myself immensely too. with orchid2nd, with thomas, with juniors and seniors. everyone was like one big family of chickens, i don't know it's just crazily good fun stress love angst bad up down high and what not. <3

i miss psb and spsb, where going insane was a natural thing, it wasn't forced or looked at with mean stiff glares. all the planning of things, even the sad stressful times it gave me, hahaha i don't mind having it back. sigh this reminds me of council, i hope interviews go wellllll, seriously ):

argh okay i should stop. maybe i've been thinking too much about all these relationships and friendships. actually i have been. these things may not even exist, so why am i worrying about them? that's silly and i need to plant a tree. or sit still and think about my life, and the direction i'm moving in. because i'm currently not going anywhere.

fever fever fever flu sorethroat due to late nights, vday chocolates (much as i love them), raw food at bbq, heaty bbq food, extreme weather changes etc etc.

Honeycomb

2008-02-13T22:41:00.004+08:00

you know i always thought school has been a!wesome! turns out it isn't that fantastic after all. hopefully it's just this short little period where the week hasn't been too good or something. but wow this is the lowest i've felt since the start of the year. 7 weeks of the school year have passed, it kind of flew by.

every single time i double click on the cny!! folder, there's this feeling of warmth that envelopes me. i'm absolutely grateful for my family, even though there are the quarrels, everyone patches things up in the end, and we all end up being one big happy family. like how families were meant to function. and it's crazily awesome to see how everyone behaves when they're not sane. everyone just becomes little kids again, they tell jokes, they let go of their troubles, they enjoy the moment.

then again, when i look at it, i wish my life was like that every single day. it was crazy, even when i stayed there, i sat in the house listening to the trickle of water outside, reading books and magazines. it's like catching up on whatever peace & quiet i've missed out on, in the midst of all this rj madness.

or hanging out with new people. different people, who are a different breed from the rj crowd. and thinking about going back after that just got me so depressed i focused on enjoying my week over there. not that there aren't people i like in rj here. there's people like char ting yen fang tink xian nat daily bb07 charlotte sharon omer fooz, and other people who matter too. but sometimes i think what i want is a break from all of this. when you're in a new place, you have real clean fun, but you're never fully comfortable here. don't bluff.

i swear it's so tiring, seriously. to keep up with ALL the things going around you, or even the things that concern/ bother you. it sucks and we're all falling apart, various groups here and there. i'm losing some people - fine with some, terribly un-fine with others.

class has been ____, fill in the blanks. this is a repeat of my sec3 class, but that was better because people were nicer. all that made me feel awful was the extreme genius ways. this is different, there are people who get on my nerves on a constant basis. yet i can't do anything about it and even if i want to, i have no guts hur hur. it wasn't cool either when they were all so unsporting, and got _ upset over it. sometimes i tell myself 'aiya i can't be bothered', the rest of the time i say 'come on i need to learn to like them'. i really don't know where to go, and shut up your mouth really stinks.

two people i thought would never be like that have turned out to be what i.. dread. crazily disappointing, irritates the hell out of me but i can't turn my back on them. they are just unavoidable. am perfectly fine with it now though, i like my friends more anyway.

i'm so damn thankful i've found a friend in you! :) i hope it lasts and we are happy forevermore ha ha hax.

vday and all the things coming along with it. this year i'm not affected by it all and what's up with being loveless. we're full of love, people are full of love, we're bursting with love to give and share.

you freak me out big time. and i hate myself for being so repulsive, the way i push things away.

there's that constant pressing worry in the back of my mind! so damn important to me :(

nate. BB07! says:
awww. right back at you nat (: i would be very sad without you.
YAY SAME! you make me feel happier (: all the time. (:

weiting; says:
yup okay!!
stop emo-ing its not worth it
you always have us okay, no mater how others change

awesome.

We have to do so anyway

2008-02-09T21:34:00.000+08:00

chinatown on Tuesday, reunion on Wednesday, ahma & ahma & the wildest party ever on Thursday, ahma & late night mosquito feeding on Friday, staying over & being out with cousins' friends on Saturday, peiqi's party on Sunday!

all i can say is, CHINESE NEW YEAR WAS FRICKING GOOD, HAPPY & HIGHLY EXCITING.
seriously it has been 4 days of madcap fun, i think it has been the best 4 days of this year so far(:
to all the special people!!! my grandparents aunties uncles cousins TEENAGERS baby parents brother VISITORS etc, you played a part in making me so glad :D

screw school man.

the only things i look forward to are.. meeting people after school.
there are a lot of things pissing me off :( today is a bad day!

For some things stay close

2008-02-07T01:52:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year(:
remember not to sweep the floor/ cut your nails/ break anything/ swear/ curse or do anything bad. am quite excited about chinese new year hahahaha. wearing new clothes & bai nian-ing :)

i don't know what to feel about classes & class & proper school hours. seriously there are minutes of fun but hours of boredom/ dread. i like it when people are spontaneous and they play with me, willingly/ happily! like when weishen did the scissors paper stone thing with me. or when all the girls played shen jing bing. or when the boys just look at the girls go mad and shake their heads collectively. then there's all the boring things like proper school work, pieces of paper, protocols, tutorials etc :(

but the highlight of yesterday was seriously! CHINAAAATOWN! :) throughout the school day i couldn't wait to go to chinatown (:

and i am very tired now.
actually satisfied, tired, anticipating, confused, worried, high - all rolled into one nat.

oh well will blog more soon it's like 2.10 am my parents are going to live damn long thanks.

goodnight:)

Turning his back on you

2008-02-04T22:06:00.000+08:00

doesn't it look like a heart? RAISE YOUR HAND IF IT DOES.
please support my art!

macaroooooons :D this is a good, proper macaroon.
although that piece of thing costs $1.60, it is yummy and gets you jumping in a few seconds.

i tell you ah, the time spent after school hours saves my skin. it cheers me up, makes me laugh and makes my life so joyful.

protected time was :D helped ting with the video, got a free chicken sandwich! and a free breakfast from my mummy. and it was nice sitting there with her. and filming the national anthem video SUPER FUNNN ;D mao was there too, and hijizi/daikor were sitting at the table nearby! so they kept popping over to ask about work. hehehe i like protected time. it's quite amusing how everyone still comes to school early on mondays.

little anal things pist me off today :(
and the way you laugh at people irritates me to the core. you're super mean do you realise! whatever la i don't care if you do damn well or you're better in this or that okay whateverrrr.

captain's ball was niceee. i like playing ball with them on mondays. hahahah even if ahem, some people were being uncooperative and bored about it. bj is so cool he's so tall no one is able to block him. even if 2 people stand on his chair and try to restrain him. i fell over numerous time watching the scene happen, x10.

except that i got hit on the side and no apology and i was roarrr about that. but it was silent roaring because no kicking up fusses eh.

i think i blog a lot. why ah!!

hung around at windy/ canteen with og & fang/ting/char/tink/xian/serkiat after pe. hehehe these are seriously the best parts of school. the windy corner is so windy i love it! then i went around buying food for the hungry people. and we did more of the video. then mos for a while, where we caught up and i heard things. misssss them man :(

on they way to j8 from sch,
fang: "i love you all more than i love ______!"
ting's response: "me too! i love you all more than i love ________!"
i was about to go: "i love you all more than i love... ryan!"
then i decided no leh, i love ryan more :D
so i asked them, "can i love baby more than i love you all?"
and they both went "OF COURSE LAAAA. if you didn't, we'll look at you and just walk away. if you don't love him more, you're a terrible sister!"
anyway in the end i said: "i love you all more than i love _____!"

woohoo that exchange just made me feel very warm. HAHAHAHA.
i love my baby brotherrrr he is my sunshine! :)

tomorrow shall be a good day. SIGHHH LA.
nevermind chinatown will be the day's highlight(:

Fo'sure

2008-02-03T00:14:00.000+08:00

all my emo, sad feelings are gone now! at least for the moment.

let's make a list of happy things!
1. it's charlotte ong's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLOTTE!!! you got my sms and yay i'm happy you enjoyed reading it hehehe. i love you loads you're super old now yo korkorkor xD

2. og manyue!! (: 7 people at the max hahahah. you know what i love it how we're so busy all the time, that our outings nowadays are always less than 10 people, but in the end we're all very close still. like hanging out at windy/ canteen or anything. it's just so natural la. and i say this a lot, but i'm so thankful for yall :D

3. i bingggged today with my dai kor gervais lee :D after our pasta mania og lunch, we ate donuts and a baguette! hahaha eating the baguette was some tough task la, that loaf was literally damn tough we left a trail of crumbs. yay for dai kor and big pig!

4. my phone screwed up again, it's terrible i wasn't able to sms at all argh. but it became a happy thing because i brought it to sony ericsson and the lady was nice and not all law-abiding. like insisting i need to bring my warranty today or something, so i'll have it working in 2 days time woohoo! so efficient ;D

5. went out with ting & fang today YAYY haven't done that in a long time! with ting's og mates zhihao & chenyang. hehe fang was buying cny clothes and we were having fun looking at things. we walked around and lucky she shops fast. after that sat at coffee bean and talked about eyecandy HAHA, looked at chenyang's photos and zhihao's pecs! HAHAHAHA. it was funny and they're both very vaaaaaain. woah orchard is always good for the soul HEH. even if you don't get anything! :) except that cine gives me a huge headache.

6. i bought a ring & earrings! EARRINGS. what a joke right, i don't even have earholes! maaan it was an impulse buy but i came home and researched on how to actually use them on my virgin ears. it sounds possible i will source for materials. OMG I CANNOT WAIT!!

7. i want to sew a baaaag. for fun hehehe but i have no cool ideaas boo. ideaaaas?

8. i laughed a lot today(: being with people makes me happy! especially people i like :D hehehe and LUBLUB like fang and tingz and my og and class people even though it was for a short while.

9. rained today while we were in orchard, but this sort of rain made me feel like a carefree little kid. because i was walking around in slippery slippers that make me fall in the mrt, i was skipping along and feeling water splash against my feet. and i was laughing away, enjoying life like how we all should. so all was good :DDD

10. yesterday today has been happening! and lots of talking. okay actually the week in general was quite fun (: i love fridays and saturdays. you get away from that school compound yet you get to see familiar faces that you'll bound to miss during the weekends. and it's just all relaxing. maybe it's the honeymoon period but i hope everyone's going to keep being like that. life's about friends family and fun too not just about work yo! work is important too la, but that's something we will talk about later!

hehehe and i love talking/ hanging out doing nothing much. seriously it's something i cannot live without! :D my mouth is forever active, forever 21 whaaaat!

11. i think another reason why i have been enjoying school so much is that! i like to meet new people. new people who are approachable, friendly, happy, cheerful beings that make me happy to be around them too. hahahaha and of course, catching up with old friends, good friends that you know will always be there for you!

12. my class has our lively moments, i'm happy :D even though the boys are a bit ahem, insensitive!! tutorials are always pretty wild, especially gp. where msvignesh screams at weishen in this joking manner, and weishen lawls/ responds with 1 word. crazyyyy la xD and we're always eating. because we have so many free blocks. and we have lao ah peks who love to play chinese chess. and mondays are captain ball days because of our 3 hour long break. ahhh quite lively eh :)

13. we're having class cip hehehe. i am looking forward to working with children i love childrennn do you know that!

14. chinese new year is next week! we only have 2 days of school oh yessss. the following friday we have take 5! which already sounds highly thrilling :D c'mon how cool's my og again? we're having a chalet, tentatively x)

15. yes i still have no cca and all that technical/ work-related stuff in school is still pretty screwed up, but WHAT THE HELL i will do my best to solve it. and even though i'm really afraid about council, much as i want to get through, no point worrying about it. haven't even gone through it!

plus i believe that there's a solution to everything. like see i'm already in entre & hopefully rgguides will want me as a unit helper :D

ahhh i just hope things go well and life stays as funky as this :)

time to sleep now :D have a gooooooooood sunday!

It can only make you stronger

2008-01-30T23:06:00.000+08:00

wtm they're so insensitive -.-

I know a place that we can go

2008-01-30T21:18:00.000+08:00

life is beautiful!
hahaha i reminded myself of that while peeling potatoes, looking at photos of the babies, doing my work and realising hahah what i'm learning is quite cool omg i actually like lectures, running around piggybacking and flying baby etc ;D

yeah shit happens and it is still going on but we'll solve it.

i haven't done much work! there's piano tomorrow i haven't practised a lot i suck. not that i don't like piano i just don't want to do badly each time i go there la. waste of money, waste of her time & my time.

omg i need to stop using the computer so much!!! everyday i tell myself this but it does not work. okay one day i will stop coming online.

i'm part of a gang yo!
and a part of a family.
i have lots of sistaaahs and bruddas.
and i lub dubs my friends woohoo.

I LOVE MY FAMILYYY(:
by your side all the time.

Every secret moment

2008-01-29T22:56:00.000+08:00

today in cv, our funky ct made us write a list of all the GOOD and BAD things in our life. the GOOD list was a breeze and i'm happy i am able to appreciate all the good stuff in my life ;D seriously there is a lot to be grateful for, i'm really thankful (: i left my BAD things list empty, because i want it to be empty soon and not seeing it on the BAD list means that i'm going to solve my problems soon.

it sucks that people judge others too early, when they don't even know the person personally. sheesh it's so childish and why block yourself from knowing a new fantastic individual! it gets a little annoying too, when stereotypes and generalisations get in our way. sort of like the opinions thing. what's wrong with people who don't conform to your societal norms (hurhur gp), we're all unique individuals anyway! maybe it's not up to me to sayyy.

sometimes i think too much about the wrong matters. and why should people's opinions bother me so much. i need to learn to live for myself, stand up for what i believe in and just do what i want to do. what i view as something idiotic may actually be some other person's passion and greatest love, so i should not do things for the sake of having something to do. that sort of thing. and and i need to learn to.. i don't know why do i need to let people determine my worth man. can do it myself.

being easily affected by what people say. even if they don't mean it, or it's a slip of the tongue, or because they're just boys and boys are wired this way. need to learn to de-sensitize yo. no point getting so upset/ let myself be brought down by these one linerzz. sometimes it's tough being like ___ & ___ & easily having your heart softened. aiya whatever.

& balance. have no idea how to hold things up, and so far this is only about people. sort offfff. aiya it's tiring but i'm going to learn. i feel so guilty, i need to spend more time at home. but just one simple request and i'm running out of the house to meet my friends.

today mummy wanted to bathe baby before he sleeps but he refused by crying and holding on to me. and mummy was like "why baby why don't you want to clean up" and he was like "i don't waaaant i miss sis" and i was just lost for words and :''''''''''''''(

oh shaaat i have awesome friends. the meaning of bringing me up when i am down in the dumpz.

How hard we might swing

2008-01-28T22:23:00.000+08:00

!!

there are so many things i still want to do! that i have never done before/ haven't done in a long time. like sitting on a swing and feeling the wind brush against my face and dry up my eyes. i want to learn new skills yo! okay i should master my silly piano first.

hehehe got up early specially to see my og (: we dressed adalia up in: a trashbag, cellophane, chapteh feathers, random construction paper & RAFFIA. hahahaha clement took one end of the raffia and just wound adalia in it, with her hands all stuck and she was so helpless!! omg i was rolling on the floor, literally! it was crazy la :D

sigh it's times like that i go to school for.

and my class is not bad too la :D hehe the girls are all very very nice and sweet. the boys... hurhur are a different story! okay some la. they're mostly quite easy to talk to. though they need to learn to be gentlemanly.

gp debate today was the bomb. our class is so restless and noisy during lessons the tutors actually get quite irritated with our noise x) especially weishen who pops out at random times to spout 2 word sentences. it was so agitated and what but wow great entertainment for the day yo.

mondays are not bad we have a 3 hour break which is always captain's ball time :) today we played GvG girls vs guys, guys only use 1 hand. wasn't too bad leh except that there was a lot of screaming involved.

miss people here and there, i don't have the time to catch up with those i really miss haaaaiya.
and i absolutely detest my time table eeyerrr. why do i have to end so late all the time!! ): i want to go home early and talk to my mummy/daddy/baby. chey!

ugh it's such a bother la, these things. cannot stand rejection & cannot accept that. oh well it just goes to show i'm not suited for these sort of things. i should just take them up outside sheeesh.

you! are quite a mean person i don't like you ): so far la, at least. the way you talk about/ talk to people is kind of hurtful, but you haven't realised yet hur. and why do you keep putting down people? like __ cannot do that & all these people are incompetent like ___. ughhh it gets on my nerves i don't get what _ sees in you okay.

okay that was quite mean but it irks me. and it's also mean of you terrible terrible. this just means you're not so funny anymore hurrr.

everything ahead is so.. wobbly like jelly.
:(

There is a title we can't win

2008-01-27T01:18:00.000+08:00

uhhhh life both sucks and isn't too bad at the same time!
what the shitttt.

dinner with fang ting char on wednesday :) maannn miss sitting around, eating and just being ourselves.

thursday was collection of olevel results. before that we had og breakfast to provide moral support for adalia & clement :) saw cteo at mrt and we both proclaimed our love for each other -> hung around at the mrt playing games -> proceeded to lido and took quite a while to decide what to eat, the place was empty -> clement was in the mood to binge but he had no guts in the end we got a huge reunion meal from long john's -> fish cutting competitions, sauce spilling, weird mixtures, zong ji mi ma, hiding fries from hijazi/ caasi, being silly and noisy, calming clement ( HAHA ), assuring adalia ( HE HE) etc etc (: -> met ex class 413!! for lunch but was too stuffed to eat -> caught up with omer sharon sandra a few people -> finally got hairties sandra bought them for me thankyou -> walked back to school and cheryl's call seriously freaked me out "eh clement's not coming to rj/ hold farewell party for him tmr" -> was too upset over that looked for cheryl/ lin and we were like "wth how can things be like that" together -> results were okay -> people were upset ): consoled people sat around and felt sad about all these result shit -> piano lesson otherwise would have gone out!

i like piano nowadays because my teacher has this way of making you feel so much better, even if it's only like 1 1/2 hours. seriously i went there with my mind whirring and full of worries but she cleared them up for me within 10 minutes and i played my pieces happily (: hahaha omg she rocks she gives me a lot of life lessons :)

friday my knee got bumped and it hurtttts ): went to the amphi saw net & yen & talked to them :D went out with og thereafter - chelsea nate sarun hijazi jiwei! then when everyone left we sat at j8 to talk and tell stories. wow that night was campfire night la, so many stories. nat's 40 min long story about synyster & sarun's awesome green ball story. velly fun i love friday nights!!

saturday there was all this commotion and confusion, but we went out to get uniforms anyway. which i have already bought, like 2 months back. and i didn't go for class outing oh no i couldn't wake up and it was raining heavily. oopssssss :/ i had an awful lunch. okay it tasted fine but it made my stomach feel like it was on fire, the spiciness was so odd.

we hung around bibi&baba for abou 1 hour 20 mins, waiting for 4 people to buy uniforms. isn't that amazing? wah guys take so long to choose sizes and everything, compared to us!! yansheng caasi sesom clement took a loooong time while nat & i sat outside the shop and rotted. still cool anyway because we were talking a lot of shit & i tried saint margie's school u! sesom wanted to try the rg pinafore. caasi kept messing my hair roarrr and clement kept suanning me boooo >:( but since he treated us to haato after that, all's well :) i love haaaaato i miss it sooo much. hung around to talk to sesom for a bit and sesom nice to know you're better now!!

ahhh my week revolves around my og omgggg!

Something big

2008-01-25T00:33:00.000+08:00

o level results make everyone so sad laaaaa my goodness.
olevellers i love you all : D
and i hope everything stays intact and the way it is!!

aaaaaand bye bye ):
and, why like that ):

2008-01-22T21:56:00.001+08:00

:(

downhill from this point.

♥L: yen nat daily!

Plus plural futur

2008-01-22T21:09:00.000+08:00

yellow rubberband
was apt.

read the newspaper hehe woke up not feeling good
but of course seeing my og makes EVERY BAD DAMN THING better :)

school was gooood too lessons were alright
i like lectures yknow
and tricia is very fun to sit with - she has sweets/ she doesn't like to listen (like me)/ she's willing to talk to me during lectures/ she laughs at the stuff i say hehehehe/ she was telling me stuff today

student development is quite rubbish but very entertaining yo
we got to see people act as.. STDs
they so sad mannnn

and we're damn noisy during our tutorials
what with laaaawls and sexy miaaaa and shawn! david! etc etc
oh man we shall not change class and they will not shuffle us

iiiiiii talked a bit to yen/ sharon/ net/ michtan today and i miss these people
thursday is a holiday for us exclamation mark
sort of la but we have to go back to get results i hope i didn't screw up stupid chinese :(

don't like don't like don't like not velly sunny already :(

Callow unsophistication

2008-01-21T22:34:00.000+08:00

tanyen, ting, joe!! (:

13 out of 22 :)

10 out of 22! ehh camwhoring in the library man.

check out my camera's cool self-timer shots (:
i can take 10 selftimer shots in a row! everyone has fun with them, seriously x)

wohoho today is injury day :D

1. running into someone who was doing construction work, he seriously appeared out of nowhere la! then bumped into me ):
2. running into some other guy a few rounds later.
3. losing my balance on the spec gallery step, then rebounding and hitting the edge of the step above -.- FRICKING PAIN i have a bump on my head ho ho ho!! it's giving me a headache. and i can't see properly. okay i think that's psychological. PLZ LET ME BE ALRIGHTZ.
4. letting a ball fly into my face during volleyball x)
5. big bruises near my wrist because i hit the ball with the wrong spot.
and i can't remember but there were a few more. sheesh i'm so careless :)

I SUCCCCK i have no time for baby nowadays):

hehehe do you know every morning i wake up and i cannot wait to see my og. that's my motivation for going to school omg omg! :)

few things about people to round up.
1. ugh i don't know but today when i saw you i couldn't be bothered much, so that's a sign. and you're just as mysterious, i thought you were different.
2. affected me somehow, like how you like them more than you like us :( although i can't do anything about it. hurrr and the way you behave nowadays gets on my nerves sometimes.
3. just think less and focus on having fun/studying/getting through the day, you'll go home with fewer worries.
4. what i like is that, we just click and i don't have to worry about what i say/do. and that they're all so easy to talk to + they aren't so mean.
5. that 1 sentence pist me off + was just appalling. hur so is that really the impression i'm giving!! whatever la i'm not meant to be kicked around okay i have a mind of my own and i'm stronger than what you think.
6. then again, life is beautiful and for all the bad that happens, you feel happier about the happy things that happened to you today.

Sunrays englightening the pathway

2008-01-20T22:34:00.000+08:00

much better now yo! (:
had haato with a fliend and then came back home and decided the weather was good so i left home for a run. been a long time since i've toured the estate and today i tried climbing up and down new slopes/hills, and i crossed this huge canal with millions of loud dogs barking at me. hmm we learn something new every day huh. and along the way i saw loads of beautiful things and everything will work out as long as we dare to try. a lot happens when you are willing to step out of the comfort zone and put your foot into untested territories. never know what happens but it's worth a try. and the sky was so blue and at the top of the hill i stood on the drain cover and looked up at the sky. so vast so blue so miraculous.

thaaaaankyou for letting me see the light sunray sunshine yo!
not a wrong choice to step out of the house today.

2008-01-20T17:03:00.002+08:00

nate. BB07! says:
haha it's okay nat! your og is like your relationships! don't rush them!

Throbbing pains

2008-01-20T16:55:00.000+08:00

roarrr i have decided i cannot stay at home by myself it only makes my mind drift off and wonder about matters i don't want to associate myself with anymore. omg last night's 1am exploration adventure thing was a bad idea yo. and it wasted so much of my time ugh.

I WANT SOME HAATO I MISS THE TASTE OF HAATO.

aaaaaand i think the worst thing is i looked intently at it and i felt so disappointed. why do i feel like i'm being brought back to some ancient part of my life?

UGH HAAAAAAATO HERE I COME.

A tuft of feathers

2008-01-20T02:12:00.000+08:00

jc sounds old man. people talk like this "eh do you get that lecturer?" "omg the tutorial is damn hard." okay la i just think the terms are very foreign hahahah. I LIKE LECTURES though. very short and i enjoy them! more than tutorials. but it's easier to keep awake in tutorials wow i'm a good attentive student manz :D

but everyone around me is mugging away! and i AM NOT. that sucks. i have so much work to do and catch up on because i don't know how to do a lot of my tutorials. shittttt i took so long on the chem stuff 2 nights ago? damn it.

the lecturers/tutors keep saying that lessons are going to go at faster paces very soon. HAHA I'M QUITE AFRAID. this means i need to read my notes in advance what the freak ):

have been enjoying my jc life :D everyday's tiring yet i'm having lots of fun. my class is alright laaaaa. there are some people i don't like ugh but i think it will be fine. and i made new discoveries like this guy is actually very nice, nicer than some other poop head hahahaha. and i'm scared of this person my goodness la. don't like it scares me. you know the kind where you aren't sure if the person is really pist at you. ugh haha. someone mentioned aiya it's inevitable to compare og to class, and most people will express greater liking for the og than the class. shit man really hope it gets better. i started off by liking my class and now i'm not that excited. i need to learn to adapt/change and realise my og & class are different yo. freaaaaaaak why like that.

will talk about my happy og times(:
tuesday we went out to get presents for the 2nd week jan babies. 3 of them!! (: happy birthday jianhong jasmine linlin :D we were so terribly ridiculous laaaaaa. especially on the bus where we had a huge space to play and do stupid things. i make great connections between names & presents xD in the end we just got very silly things HAHAHAHA what a pity so sad they get this kind of thing x)

wednesday we had a BIRTHDAY PARTY YO! :D i baked brownies monday night hehehehe but we finished most of it on tuesday. the party made me soooo happy(: clement brought balloons and the stupid guys blew them frickingg big and they were terribly scary because you could pop them by just TOUCHING the balloon. so they were being mean running around shaking the balloons at lin & me. like 5 year old kids :D what's og fun without handgames? and a party without cutting cake? and we did embarrassing things to the guys we tied their hair HEHEHE i shall not put up a photo because they will all come and haunt me. then we camwhored and it is hilarious to watch the series x) OMG SO FUN LAAAAAAA.

thursday was backpack day (rehearsal) & friday was backpack day for real. but hijazi/lin/marissa didn't bring backpacks BOO. hahahaha so funny we will have a theme for each day yes yes yes. everyone's so sporting la i like. another reason why i prefer them to my class oops :) argh remind myself that both are different. spent the entire day looking forward to after school :D sat with ting they all & then foo in the canteen. i like random things like this, just hanging around, chilling out and enjoying life YES YES YES!

omg was cool as usual captain's ball is a good game. bbq was awesome too! (: well-planned yozz. our fire lasted the longest :D at first hijazi/clement were trying to get the fire up and everyone was so quiet, and i started singing. then they looked at me and laughed and we got a fire up, barbequed food, ate food and had a hell load of fun (: flipping satay was a novel experience x) we burnt a lot of things!! overgrilled. oh at one point hijazi got a brick to sit on. and he asked me to sit so i was like YAY. PIANG EH it was damn hot la!!! burst out laughing so funnoi :D people get vulgar at barbeques yo because when something catches fire, they swear. when they hurt/burn fingers, they swear. when the food doesn't cook, they swear too!

parade square after barbeque where we were screaming away. playing catching/ lao ying zuo xiao ji/ taupok-ing? HAHA. and toa payohhhh to just hang out and talk :D SUPER GOOD!!! gossiped, talked about class/life, bugged and found out things, enjoyed the nice lighting & sky & company(: so comfortable we kept dragging the time we were supposed to leave. cheryl moses chelsea and me were left after a while and it became very heart-sy haha(: we were also talking about first impressions it is always a funny topic to discuss when everyone is friends. abstinence rocket was also constantly being shot around x) we finally left at 1140 and i missed the train home hehehe. another reason why i love tausarpao: we just clicccck. and it's so easy to talk to anyone in the og, like there's surely something to say to the person when you see him/her. and people really listen to you & what you say. which i seriously like because it makes you feel appreciated yo :D and having less nonsense talks with my og people have taught me that these people are very nice to talk to. all you need to do is take an extra step of talking to them and it makes a whole world of difference.

OMG I LOVE MY OG SO MUCCHHHHH. i have even developed an extreme liking for tausarpaozzz.

went out with ting fang char xian tink today! omg miss them muchhhh because i haven't sat down to talk to them since like, christmas eve. sucks so much. anyway we had fun catching up and shopping today :D they were all shopping for cny, which i am already prepared for. but it always tempts you to spend money!! not good. now i have very little money because i gave it all to ting who spent bomb on shoes. hee hee hee I LOVE YOU ALLLLLLL we must keep on doing this :)

left for newton to meet nat/sesom/chelsea! piang eh everyone decided they didn't want to come CHEY. still good anyway i made a hell lot of noise and we were all having good icecream and sitting on the steps feeling the wind on our cheeks just hanging out and enjoying each other's company. hehe moses velly nice he decided to come anyway even though he was like 'huh why no other guys coming!' fun yo :)

i am such a longwinded freak but i need to write it out like that i want to remember it in little details whoo hoo life has been pretty good :D
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i have been living week by week. looking forward to the end of the week. fridays are like og days. bb omg and just hanging around after that. weekends are for sleeping in/ catching up/ family outings. i still feel very guilty about going out all the time. aiyaaaa i don't know how to balance everything on my hands man. need to do something about BALANCE and some serious planning/thinking. don't know what to do with my life yo.

and i have no cca still shitttt?

have been so caught up with og and just living in my own world with them & class & some other people that i feel so outdated. HAHAHAHA whuuuttt. when i really open up my eyes then i understand what everyone is saying. goodness why are things like that?

hope i won't drift with people ): takes time effort & cooperation but it isn't that easy. i detest the feeling of rejection so i get afraid of asking. must get over it because i seriously don't want to drift!

i need/ want to run more. running takes your mind off things i quite like it (:

eew okay i realised it's quite gross HUR. and hey what's up with your new attitude my goodness. everytime things like this happens i think someone is _____ bad. heheheeh :)

ALRIGHT DAMN LONG POST woaaah late alr):

Calcium good for your bones

2008-01-17T23:29:00.000+08:00

sometimes i get upset & affected by people's actions and words, but i learn to control and just let the frownies fly by. and when i try hard enough, i am generally very happy(: but i don't like auditions/interviews/trials or anything along those lines. roarrrr. && starting to disappoint me (shit i shouldn't have commented so early.)

HEHE CTEO makes lectures tolerable.

Open up

2008-01-15T20:52:00.000+08:00

"Hahaha check this out, look at my *****s!"

2008-01-15T20:29:00.000+08:00

school has started properly. sort of laaa but tutorials yesterday and today were mostly introductions. i hope everything goes fine.

og outing this saturday ;D OMG CANNOT WAIT!!
and OMG on friday :D
hahahaha time spent with tau sar pao is always full of laughter.

and i miss a lot of people. and i don't think it's very obvious but i can sense it already, and this isn't a good feeling. please please don't let us drift apart!!! :(

yang yen yen when are we celebrating your birthday for the 2nd time ;D shit la really need to catch up with you all!

miss this one & that one :( what the shitzxzx.

my ear hurts. must be the beeeep sound in the classroom. and i had a stomachache from drinking school's fruit juice.

oh i made a promise and i'm not supposed to worry :D hahaha i try! but sometimes i really can't help it anymore. someone told me it's very hard to keep up with life here and we're all so different now, whether we realise it or not. natalie ong is disappearing :O

umm we try not to worry and we try to smile and think of happy things and weekends. or what?

R-r-r-r-etards have brains

2008-01-12T13:14:00.000+08:00

jc's been going pretty well i think! (:

og, needless to say, is the bomb and class is getting quite fun yeah yeaaah. i have mad yet crazily fun girls & various sorts of boys in my class. except that a few are pissing me off HA HA HARRR.
very sweaty sticky day. cv in the morning then captain's ball with a violent class as opponents. but it's alright it was silly watching the ball fly past our heads 3/4 of the time. good stuff anyway :) went to og table at random times ahhaha nat & adalia are constantly they are so attached to their class eh.

had some physics lecture where the lecturer knew how to keep us awake by making us guess the number of m&ms in the bottle. kristyn got it right and that's something that's so very her ;D we had a class lunch in the canteen it was fun stuff (: a lot of lame jokes and blonde jokes and sick jokes ahemzzzz.

met the og and we sat at the thomson bus stop waiting for chelsea to join us for lunch. we don't ever sit around being quiet right. so we played HAI DAI & BLACKSHEEP (the revised versions). got me all messy & hyped again i love watching people play it with me :D

bb omg (one month of games worrr) is a good idea haha (: nat's face contorts whenever someone bumps into her/ snatches the ball from her! cracks me up. was fun laaa but i was having giddy spells roarrrr.

went back to rg with the spsls :D ahhh i miss the feel of orchard! sat at the far east fountain waiting for more people to arrive, so our small group of 5 grew to about 18 ahahahaaa. jass & jiawen came to meet us!! AHHHH i miss them a lotzz): it was nice seeing the little juniors, who aren't that little anymore eh.

and i liked hanging around with all the spsls :D it's been a long time since we did something like that. whether it was making stupid actions at the fountain, standing outside the hall listening to tan yen talk, playing with the camera @ piano in the foyer, sitting with them commenting about performances, updating each other about lives, getting high doing the batch dance in the amphi, dancing around etc. rg's just a very comfortable & homely place (:

i cannot live without my tau sar paos, i realise! during our cab ride to orchard, which was about 1/2 an hour after parting with my og, i was like. shit laaaaa i miss my og! quite amazing how we stick together and still contact each other between lectures to go "eh where are you!!" :) hahaha i love us and we better last.

RETARDS NEVER USE THEIR BRAINS!!!

2008-01-10T22:34:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS DEPRESSING & A LITTLE SHOCKING.

but everyday has it's fair share of fun! with og as usual :D i love the games we play la. and just hanging out @ our secret corner makes me happy. we substituted katong laksa with sexy tiger. and we invented new versions of black sheep white sheep.

oh played games with class too! we played dumb games and everyone sucks at it la it makes me very amused because they are velly pro @ maths & chem thingzzz.

anyway i've been a bad girl it's not good!! i haven't been very nice and i haven't been playing with my brothers. i feel like shitttt i haven't seen baby for very very long! :( he's always sleeping when i'm back.

and like i started the day off with losing yen's present. i am such a retard the thing was so unique & nice laaaaaaa :( i don't know and a lot of other things and silly phone calls and worrying about ccas and being afraid of all the work and lousy balancing/management and problems that i never wanted. sigh la deyyy :(

special shoutout to chelsea low: THANK YOU CHELSEA LOW for your little gestures and your love! haha i'm so glad i know you darrrrrrling ;D

another special shoutout: I LUB YOU YEN XIAN TINK TING CHAR FANG!!! and i am sorry i lost the present & about tonight's dinner :( LOVE Y'ALL.

&&&& i think i have velly sweet fliendz so i am happier for now (:

What we all see

2008-01-09T22:45:00.000+08:00

we're so silly try figuring out what we were doing!

wow wow it's tiring stuff man, being in jc. and this is just the start! which is supposed to be quite easy and free.

however tiring it is, still loaaads of fun stuff going on (:
1. o'nite which was really fabulous. plus lunch at pizza hut (upgraded from all the food court stuff!) was daaaamn noisy & we were all really excited about our new tao sar pao shirts.
2. have been going out with og everyday. bb07 tau sar pao :D i lub lub you!!! today we went to mad jack haha we played some game and ate some concoction of sauces. at one point everyone looked so dead i couldn't stop laughing! and took the bus back with nat. SHE LIVES SO NEAR CHEY THAT GIRL and she keeps scolding me she's like my mummy :)
3. today's um ji ji reallyyyy perked me up la we are so fricking hilarious. i love the way we play it please no one can stop laughing (:
4. i think i have a pretty fun class (: everyone's kind of quiet still but our class bonding today sort of worked. i think we're playing some ball stuff tmr :D
5. lectures scare me. alright class has been okay la. but i keep counting down with whoever i sit with it's quite funny.
6. and i am very sleepy all the time i have no idea why!
7. i want to play more um ji ji :D
8. my class has 11 girls and 11 guys and linlin says it's just like an og! was quite pleased on the first day because i have yvonne tan, linlin, cheryl teo in my class and today after the bonding stuff everyone's nice & willing to play stupid things heheheh.
9. don't know who said that we should have been assigned our classes as our ogs so we will be able to bond as a class & not feel so caught up in orientation and whatz. haha but ogs are quite cool and i lurrrrve my og.
10. hehehe we're already planning a lot of outings :)
11. cca feste today i don't know what to join la shit manz.
12. met fang xian bfz ytd after og lunch :) hehehe nice catching up and a lot of stories and my new year resolutions don't really work :(
13. umm i guess that's what you call disappointment. it gets me down and i won't continue this sentence. because i'll have to think hard of how to phrase my words and it'll be thinking/ reading too much into things which is not appropriate in this situation. ahahahaha what the shitz!!
14. back to rg on friday & saturday. long overdue visit manz! miss the feel of that place & the little juniors & being completely comfortable.

hope tomorrow will be a good day :D
IT WILL BE LA.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANG YEN YEN YEN YEN
YOU ARE SO MUCH LOVE & HUGS & KISSES & RUBBISH & ARGUMENTZ.

i love you :D
(oh shit you're seventeen that sounds so terribly old :] )

Startings

2008-01-06T00:02:00.000+08:00

wow rj is tiring stuff! haven't been updating because all you want to do when you get home, is shower & plonk into bed. hahaha it got off to a pretty okay start i guess!

programme on first day of orientation wasn't that fun/exciting but it was damn fun spotting people and screaming at the sight of people and seeing familiar faces :)

second day was cooler! we had station games, which we were not bad in! and everyone was quite hyped up. the melting ice one was quite funny and everyone was cooperative so that was nice! they froze a card in the middle of a block of ice and we had to melt the ice with our various body parts to lift the card out and open a locker. so we got like butt, feet, head, thighs, calves etc. forgot who got head but that person said: "aiya if i have a fever, my head will surely melt the ice!"

learnt the batch dance & batch song & college anthem. wahlao this place has a lot of dances :O it was quite hilarious. i like watching other houses do the dance x) batch song sounds super good, like a song that could have been put onto a cd. except i can't remember a single part of it.

third day was the best :D external activity at sentosa! which involved a lot of running and doing minor silly things at the stations. but i think it was the best day anyway. even though we couldn't complete our obstacle course thing. it started to rain all of a sudden & everyone just started opening umbrellas or dashing towards shelters. there were these big beach umbrellas for people to suntan and there were a lot of people running to open & stand under them. & the restaurant owner with a huge shelter refused to let (smelly noisy young) people take shelter there so everyone was kind of stuck. HAHAHAHA it just looked very funny! plus it was very spontaneous & sort of like an adventure :O

taught my og the oom jiji game :D which is like, the best game ever please! it stopped raining halfway so we were like, LET'S PLAY A GAME. and we demo-ed it and we sucked at it pretty much everyone was so confused! but we managed to learn it in the end. it's a game that gets you laughing non-stop & even though it's so brainless/ repetitive, it rocks laaaaaa ;D

and now it's our favourite game :)
Proof #1: it started to rain after a few rounds of that game, but we held our umbrellas with our necks and continued to play it!
#2: we made a cheer out of all the noises you make in the game.
#3: we modified the game to suit our og name T'au sar pao!
#4: we wanted to change our name to T'ongah -.-
#5: our og photos had us posing according to the actions in the game.
#6: our yahoogroup is called... TONGAH yes you guessed it!

anyway it's addictive & dinner was good! had dinner at vivo's banquet. i like the way our og eats. we always wait for everyone to be back at the table before eating. i think it's thoughtful & polite stuff :D hehe like on the 1st day's og dinner, my mee goreng took superrrr long to cook but my table waited for me to get back before they ate! hahah i was so touched :D the next day hijazi got mee goreng and he was the last to get back to the table. curse of the mee goreng :)

ANYWAY I LIKE MY OG WHOO HOO :)
it's filled with nice friendly people and i think we've warmed up to each other now. and we say stupid things & laugh at each other openly & don't get angry at each other & are supportive/ cooperative & take care of everyone. YAYY GO BB07 TAUSARPAO TONGAH ;D

cannot wait for monday :D

hahaha anyway i think uh i am allergic to sand/sentosa sand or something like that because i woke up with gross itchy bumpy rashes all over my limbs today. aiyo it's so terrible :( so in the end i couldn't go for og meeting or to meet xian fang ting. chey!!!! ge lao sai. but it was waaaay itchy and it made me so easily irritated. am better now though so i am happy (:

YAY HOPE THE YEAR CONTINUES THIS WAY.

other things:
i have been paying constant attention to my new year resolutions i winz ;D
kind of miss rgs still. it has finally sunk in that i have left rg behind! but it's getting better because orientation has been getting better by the day.
miss a lot of people!! even though i see them around in school, it's just different! like we don't spend so much time with each other anymore.
seriously hope i get a good class & am still considering changing my combi! die la don't want real school to start :(
argh i am so tired even though we have just been running around having fun. imagine what it would be like when we have schoolwork to do :(
going to school is exciting because everyday i see a lot of school people hahaha i like bus rides. they make me think & people watching never fails to entertain x)
i hardly see my family :( so today i was with my mummy & daddy we had so much to talk about!! especially my mummy & me, who were constantly fighting to tell our own stories.
lastlyyyy, (velly stupid la dey. must forget it because it is impossible/really odd/far fetched.)
i still want to play pool & mahjong & stuff!
a typical school week should last 4 days.
my piano is meeting its death.

hahahaha good start to the year i suppose :D

The new year

2008-01-01T00:22:00.000+08:00

put your hands together, close your eyes and make a wish!

it's not the time for a long, deeep post to talk about 2007. and i have no adjective to describe it, like what i can usually do every year. all sorts of events have taken place. from guides to class to psb to family to other matters, there's just too many to name! and throughout the year there were huge ups & downs. i guess one of the most striking is that: i was full of anger a lot of the time, especially with the people who actually end up meaning the most to me. one of the best things this year had made me realise: my grave mistakes bring about even more pain & guilt, plus it's damn stupid. there's no point in getting yourself upset about people & their behaviour, or how their lives are, or comparing and moaning. it's all about yourself. your attitude & the way you view things. so i guess i have concluded the year being a happier person because i open up my heart/mind & embrace much much more(:

hahahahahaha.

okay 2008 new year resolutions!!
1. Be a nicer person & start by closing bitchy mouth :D
2. Be happy & spread the joy hee hee.
3. Give more because it is perfectly within my abilities.
4. Think harder & more often. Make the right decisions and don't regret them. Regretting is a waste of life.
5. Balance, between family/ friends/ work.
6. Make my daddy&mummy proud of me.
7. Talk to my brotherzzz & make sure we maintain close healthy relationships.
8. Save $$$$$ ching ching.
9. Study hard hahahahahaha.
10. Make JC a fulfilling/ exciting/ beautiful time.
11. Practice more piano.
12. Love love love everybody because love is good for the soul! :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR :)

2007

2007-12-31T23:20:00.000+08:00

you know how you look back at all the photos you've snapped throughout the year, and you realise how much you have grown? and it's not just yourself, but everyone else around you ;D

the people with me at orientation + xinjia who had to go back early :D and made me laugh so damn much! they started my year with a big bang :)

nette & violet leez hehe we all look so. young :O

thinking day @ indoor stadium :) wahlao look at our high socks long skirts :D we are good guides.

spsb sleepover and we have our spanking new pullovers! i love jac's eyes ;D

charlotte ong and naomi yang we all share a complicated relationship! like father mother son brother i don't understand it still. but it's all good i love you two :D

cny celebraaaaations we're all in green and yapyikai got me into a odd pose -.-

hahaha project superstar finals! where jas provided me with a ticket and we were really happy sitting there.

and he was so close after that ahhhh! x)

ooh the class bonding activity of folding paper stars for zhiwei's mother. (!?!?!?) we are damn funnoi i rmb some teacher coming into class. and everyone was staring intently at their own hands.. and the stars they were folding.

my class chairs wow they look hilarious!!

psc dry run i think? omg fang why were we so gay :D

celebrating jac's bday after that :)

yay spsb :D char made this!! okay that sentence was redundant. who else plays with her food man.

yen still had her braces ooooh :D this was after pioneer. my first time lighting a fricking fire omg!

psc and my group wor! doing the cheer i think?

psc tires us out hahahahaha.

yay spsls ;D loony looks cool eh.

the entire psc yo ho ho.

class decorations hehehe spot the different faces i drew :)

celebration of zhenling's bday with 2 ritz carlton cakes & velly funny 109 juniors :D look they all have kinder surprises because they told us they like them!

echo! and i like this shot we look damn funky please. GO OUTCASTZ.

lainey lau teeheehee much lubs ;D

sports fest! look at mich pretty boho mascot :)

my yang yenz is so cute teehee we both look quite red. put up house banners la xD

teehee we are a traffic light. love you twooooo :)

mandy!!! miss you man i will see you soon hahahah!

i like it it is velly funny and hilarious ;D

boyfliendzzzzz :) when boyfliend stopped being camera shy!

i kind of miss sitting in this class and sleeping on the table.

eeyer they're so shy. but this is the best best outdoor cooking session i've ever had. and i'm so fricking glad i have such a cooperative and lovely patrol like them ;D who ate all my food and forgave me even though i failed to feed them.

this is a ball of something. roti prata!!! omg me and my stupid ideas. the packet said "do not defrost".. but it was left out with the camp bags till evening. #$%$#$%

they look tired after station games hehehe i love our games!!

our auction, where no one wanted to buy our food chey ge lao saaaai. that's joyce x)

much much love for rgguides (:

orchid 2nd omg i miss you allllll :(

march camp games comm & i'm so proud of us hahaha! i looked through all the photo of games and i think i can safely say, we did a pretty cool job :) thank you for going through all that w me joyce lim and vinna yipz :D

yam isa bocks the cls :D

batch present + letter hehehe.

charrrrr my fellow emcee i don't care we are the best emcees ever. and it was cool doing all that stuff huh :D (char do you realise your heart looks like it's doing your favourite rocker pose!!!)

mr chang HAHAHAHA char & i look damn happy.

emceeing was a new experience man. i rmb going off tune singing 'i know a place' hurhurx. and the lousy mics when there was no sound! and the lousy responses from audience. ahhhh! and our backstage panicking.

see all the spsb people here to look at us ;D

yiwen!!! love you & miss you & thank you for being you :)

selly huda limzhen ;D we were grinning damn wide and screaming like mad chickens. omg japan trip :)

post aa we are all shagged and messy and loaded with gifts, but we still have supper at macs and recall all the feelings about aa.

01 annual show hee hee i lubx batchie ;D

fang! and our roses for the om girls ;D

haato cafe with dawn. and we were fricking excited. and we were uh, supposed to study for ss myas man!

the fab affogato stuff :)

dawn did this without any persuading/coercion/bribery involved. wah see how much we studied there.

staying over at char's place before ora. I RMB THE SUPERMARKET MUMMMY BABY nonsense hahahah laugh until stomach pain.

maomao & i at io. do you know mao likes to give me kisses they make me feel loved ;D

this is my group kaadhal. that won the first prize hahaha it was a few short hours. but yeah i liked them i hope io made a difference in their lives HAHA.

after phototaking :D the best jumping shot we had. i love jumping shots lehhh.

and this is after class phototaking. where we jumped again! sharon's so anxious and sweaty. okay all of us had pe before this yux.

baby's bday celebrations in school! hahahaha i love kids. when they're wearing party hats, they look so festive.

rg open house and i got tired. can't rmb my duty man hahahah. i decided to join bock who was making jewellery. LOOK AT HER FACE! bocky looking at your brainz for inspiration? hehe bock you're so adorable yo.

when char ting tinky came over to accompany me! when daddy & mummy were overseas hehehe. and make jewellery too i think.

yay baby was so happy to play with them & thank you for playing with him hee hee hee.

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the camwhoring at b& j hehehe WAH the bony days ;)

psb chalet! first day dinner. yummm we had good sandwiches hahaha. no hassle of bbq.

we look so bored. but actually pool was fun. FIRST TIME PLAYING POOL MAN. we were all :O-ing at fang's good pool i think.

sushi for second night! good ideas because it was good food too. and i ate a lot yum yum.

this is a funny photo. after our short emoing at the beach rocks.

sending off the gylc people haha! we are so sweeeet man.

mao do you know i miss you! :(

secones practising for horseshoe! aiya i forgot to send photos to the guides then they can put this artsy shot in somewhere for everyone to see :D

chua shimin!!! hehe you're so funny and cute lub lub dubs!

i don't know what we were doing. but hehe it was the earth day & my bday :DDDDDDDDD

YAY ONE TWO THREE FOUR FIVE SIX! HAHAH KISSES TO ALL OF YOU!

some monday where we went to topshop and grabbed stuff and looked like fashion disasterx xD

baby can camwhore ;o

rhd! charlotte omerlette dong nat foo yikai yay lubdubs :)

yikai & my mamamamama! ;D

koh pingfaaaaaaaang :)

net kevy & i were bored sitting around manning some station. then people kept walking over to join us. so here's mao in her chinese nightwear and kevy being kissy !

we were so bored we went craaaazy. but our photos look so happy and bright so i'm glad :)
do you see my red camera lying around!! hehe i miss it.

this is my cheetah & she has been raped by evelyn foo this is why she looks like that!

foodstash :D hahahahahhaha.

striping! this is my one and only most beloved orchid 2nd, who all helped to tie angela's hair!

batch holding pretty paper flowers joohui folded. after striping and we're all supposed to be happy & smiley hahaha. only allowed to cry on farewell wor.

shit i miss doing silly stuff like this, for all the brainless fun and i love how it's so comfortable with y'all, and we just do.. whatever we want!

sarah & angela, my beloved sec2s!!

aww sec3s so sweet manz. they started maknig me cry :(

batchy watchy thomas wo ai ni :)

pull and bear this is the very special _.___ smile.

ratatouille day hehe i love you three much man. we must continue to go out ;D

psb night one night under moonlight. this is how everyone should stargaze.

109 class i/cs hehehe wahlao their present was so big :)

spsb! i think this is our most successful photo it has 22 people in it!

btnr during options. hahahaah we were so excited.

class practising netball carn cheer joyce is a literary genius.

omerlettezzz :)

early in the morning no energy dey.

four thirteen :D was a good experience & loads of stupid times & good stuff :)

hahaha this photo is funny :D we look so vulgar HAHA look carefully.

sharon tan your face damn funny x)

chek jawa 30m high tower i think. so many guides wor :)

check out the bright toothy smiles plastered on these faces!

sung jing han you saw my christmas card and thank you for being in 2 of my options i had a lot of exciting talks with you :)

nette taaaaay & the cupcake @ central. xie xie for being so peaceful & smiley & lovely & i haven't posted your card :(

pierce prata! highlight of the excursion please. we were even the last table to leave hee hee.

char was trying on her dress and refused to show us how she looked, so we stood outside hahahaha.

bf's chalet, which was a heart to heart talk and a good workout. LOV???

WE ALL JUMPED ;D

THIS IS GAY BUT I LUB YOU ALL STILL REALLY.

sunset :) nice huhhh.

our normal japan trip photo :)

spos day out yo yo! hug your bolster to sleep tonight.

stubs & the pretty gerberas we bought. hahaa flowers are so beautiful but they cost a bomb bloody hell.

wannabe bus drivers hehehehe.

cho pin & scary girlfriend hehe thanks for making rehearsals all that fun :)

nice! it's a good way to wrap up the month of november.

tee hee we will still continue to be cheesy and silly like that HAHAH we are damn gay la dey!

wow ryan really really had fun this day thank you for making him so happy :) and i miss youuu all especially mari & net & jiawen & violet & the psls :(

our picnic with cinammon rolls that only appeal to yang yen & i :) rabbits are winnerz!

batch chalet was scary. look at that black ghost :O

our late night barbeque which was full of inside jokes. meaning if you aren't a guide you'll be having a lousy time with us hahahaha!

look at this sambal kangkong. and the instant mee goreng, all modified by us :D I LIKE TO COOK MANZZ.

:)

corny cornflakes and this is foo's favourite hobby taking photos hahahahaah. our christmas colours are so shibai :(

disneyland hats hehehe.

lovelovelove! :) i like the guy he was a good photographer heheheh.

and that concludes my photo post for 2007 :) which took me very long. it also got me laughing, slapping my thighs, pointing at 2D faces on the screen and missing people/things/happenings all at the same time.

thank you, for everything (:

Fork in the road

2007-12-30T01:02:00.000+08:00

see see see, YOU'RE DOING IT AGAIN. this is called giving me false hope :(
&&&& FUCK IM SO HOPELESS I CANNOT FORGET THE BLOODY THING SHIT YOU!

hehe went out with xian fang tinky ting today!
in short, we were all holding onto our phones damn tightly today. and every time someone called any one of us, the person receiving the call will jump and shriek. all of us will turn & look at the person with huge, hopeful eyes.. then realise CHEY IT'S JUST ANOTHER CALL. not the ogl call we're all waiting for. HAHAHA TMD i can't believe we were so kanchiong.

anyway. it's all okay now :D
i bought hairties :D pink yellow green they look super good i love hot colour combis. but my favourite colour combi cannot be worn out on the street or whatever. WHATEVER LAA MANZ.
and and we ate turkish food today hehehe! and we were super anxious today. quite hilarious huh.

Smelly

2007-12-28T22:07:00.000+08:00

UGH 5 MORE DAYS TO SCHOOL HOW HAPPY ARE YOU?

happy birthday omerlette my dearest mummy :D I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MUCH MUCH :) and i haven't seen you for close to one month wth :( thank you for being there for me i love you we cannot drift okay hehehehe. my stupid mummy deserves all my kisses :*D that's a kiss on your cheek hahaha you are fabulous :)

by the way, this is damn stupid. why am i even wasting my time worrying about it? i need a tight slap that brings me back to my senses and disturbs my daydreams ha ha ha. succcccks why do i need to end my holidays like that la dey!

Open up wide

2007-12-28T21:47:00.000+08:00

"Life's like diarrhoea. You don't ask for shit but it comes anywaaaay. In big, watery chunks." - XXX

?!!?!?!!!?

Pig faces

2007-12-28T18:50:00.000+08:00

Now now, what has come over you? You're such a screwed up piece of shit! Ha ha ha ha.

Pointy toes

2007-12-28T01:13:00.000+08:00

(A)rranging things according to what you really want
(B)othersome, when you cannot figure things out
(C)hoose to crack the chicken/ duck or quail egg & i'll take all
"(D)ear world,
lighten the fuck up."
(E)mpty, completely blank so what happens now?
(F)rick what's the new year going to bring

Try some mental sums

2007-12-27T15:26:00.000+08:00

Take the first sentence of the first post of each month, and see if it sums up your year.

January: haha it's already the second day of 2007, and i didn't do any post to round off 2006!
February: I LOVE SATURDAYS!
March: i've been ~~busy~~ lazy to blog.
April: YAY YESTERDAY WAS LIKE DAMN FUN PLEASE!
May: someone slap me please what am i still doing here ):
June: RTAKSRH;LJM,XCVK;XGJSDGJKSKLJFRASETHLUWEYHGBLNFFE
July: not going in the correct direction.
August: & wed/thurs/fri have been happy days, so i am glad for that.
September: okaaaaay so updates on my life :D
October: i shall do a picture post because i miss doing that!
November: wednesday was chinese o's and i just hope i get what i want.
December: my life has been about LOVE ME HATE ME KILL ME NOW!!! :)

if my life really was all about the above (^), wahlao i must be the most incoherent & borling person ever! reflections to come soon. 220 posts this year haha whuuut?

It's the holiday season

2007-12-25T15:42:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY :D
may all your wishes come true and remember to give give give & share share share because it is the season of giving and sharing :)

heehee i had a cool christmas eve! :) why is christmas eve more happening then christmas?

got up uh, relatively early in the morning to make my nails chink chonk orange & red because ahting said we all had to be loud HAHA. went for a haircut & i am glad because my hair looks normal & more balanced now thank goodness :D

went for the stupid lunch rubbish and okay la at least i had good food to eat :)

helped my mummy to run loads of errands. like pick up christmas log cakes & turkeys & hams & deluxe dinner hampers from various places. before delivering it to the respective homes. piang eh and the baskets velly heavy. oh well it wasn't that bad becaaaaaaause you get to feel the christmas spirit baby! :D how everyone's rushing to get their turkeys for the christmas dinner & how everyone's out buying last minute stuff hahahaha. (& my mummy can read my mind! which is why she is muh mummy.) hehe shit la i want to go back!!!! velly funny and cutezie.

finally went to meet yen tinky ting char fang xian @ clarke quay :D wow wow wow everyone so cute & pretty :D & so dressed up :) it wasn't too crowded, which was very good. i like clarke quay. more than i like esplanade.

PICTURES.

lots of love :) but ugly tree.

6 coffees and 1 tea, but they all look so goooood.

piang eh so much money for some coffee.

my turkish icecream yay! yumz :D

boyfliendz ;D

i love babies :o)

evolution gone wrong :D

yen bombom :D you so sexy mamamama hatty!

OKAY GET READY TO LAUGH TILL YOU FART.

wah we really look stupid :)

hahah i like this!

guan yin pu sa -.-

what we found on the wishing trees put up by perrier.

countdown was uh amazingly anticlimax and whut? but yay i had fun the entire day :)

Festive flies

2007-12-23T01:00:00.001+08:00

1. i will blog in point form from today onwards!
1a. i must regain my organisation skills in preparation for jc. ugh.

2a. out with bf/char/tinky/xian/fang & baby today. had to babysit!
2b. school uniform buying: failed. too crowded and the cutting's so damn weird argh troublesome.
2c. impulse buy! hot pink pouch :O but i like it a lot.
2d. for a moment today i thought my black bag was gone. and i was affected by it! so the first thing i did when i got home, was to check if it still resided in my cupboard. thank goodness it's collecting dust :)
2e. bag shopping: failed. char & i have the same taste in bags we complete each other's sentences when looking at bags. high five! JINX DOUBLE JINX TRIPLE JINX.

3a. out with bf/fang ytd afternoon.
3b. ate a lot of bread at cartel.
3c. tan wei ting came home from riben ;D
3d. we walked around with goals in mind i like shopping like that!
3e. velly tempted to buy funny nail polish colours but managed to control :)

4a. met spos/dong after that for dinner.
4b. free dinner with 2 complimentary pizza hut vouchers! we sat at the underpass, but i felt like i was in a sewer.
4c. saybonzzz soup after that because pizza doesn't fill your tummy.
4d. pooooool after that which was fun & i like pool & i suck at it & i still like it.
4e. loads of christmas-sy pictures after that. made me velly chirpy & blithe & gay like happy gay!

dinner time, don't be fussy!

we look superimposed onto the tree, don't you think!

this 2D tree is super pretty! i was trying to eat the ball yumz.

three people three of us :D

I LIKE THIS. we're reaching out for? birds in bird cages :)

i'm pointing to the silicon :O

the most successful jumpshot !

love you two :D & we must go out more more alright!

:)

5. i'm proud of myself for being over all of it so fast. just a few days & no more of that rubbish!
6. pms sux :(
7. what're we going to do about you?

Little bit of love

2007-12-22T00:14:00.000+08:00

1. we're struggling beneath 7 feet of deep shit.
2. what do you do when 4 walls crumble around you?
3. kids who don't respect their elders and understand how much pain they've gone through.
4. conflicting tastes & disagreements.
5. when you realise you don't know/understand them much, anymore.
6. plugging in and going for max volume is a kind of therapy.
7. christmas cheer?
8. i don't know & i still want to give up.
9. huge pity.

He calls you

2007-12-20T02:17:00.000+08:00

1. Fruitcake with whisky
2. Promised to climb a tree with you 19.12.2007
3. Unable to forget
4. Definition of 'quality time'
5. Asshole
6. Beef jerky boy
7. Late nights & wondering

Bright blood red

2007-12-18T22:58:00.000+08:00

i am satisfied :D

:) i wore shoes today! hahaha and had a sports day with xian & char. badminton at the open space below the gym @ yio chu kang stadium. quite fun hmm i like badminton :)

:( i brought my gross tennis rackets for nothing!!! got my shirt and everything dirty for nothing! but nevermind it could be washed off. had to book the courts and the sky was super cloudy so we didn't book. but guess what it never rained heavily all the time we were there. wth! haahha.

:) went to the gym after that. all we did was some thigh thing and ran a bit on the treadmill. we were quite amused at the arrival of zxzzxzxzxzx al al al hehehe :) oh gosh we are so silly hahahahah.

:( i had to buy a towel though ahhh waste money $$!!

:) went to novena after we decided our sports day would not work out any furthur. my first time at novena HAHA. i like that place! the square2 place has all the nail polish shops?

:) my nails are fricking multicoloured. like shades of red on right hand, and shades of green & blue on left hand. my mummy said i look like a mad woman and she wants me to take it off :(

:) went to skinfood, o2 and faceshop and i see all the nail polish colours and i feel very happy. because their colours range from red to black to yellow to green, it spans all across the light spectrum stuff :D HAHAHAHA YAY i am a bimbo.

:) and the shops are very quirky. like they sell all sorts of things haha. like 1 shop was selling necklaces, the cute patterned tapes with disney princesses/hello kitty etc that we were tempted to buy, pouches and other stuff. i like it! i like variety :) which is why i like my nails multicoloured. because it is a myriad of colours :D

:) ooh i bought a handphone pouch and it's all velvety. it matches my wallet hahahaha i am happy.

:) had ajisen ramen for the first time too! not bad la they had fried garlic in a bottle so i was pleased. i love garlic ;D but i don't think i'll be eating it soon it tastes like instant noooodles! i feel like eating jap food yumyum :)

:) we played arcade today! not the act cool guy machine stuff. no daytona/ lan/ ddr/ para para/ shooting/ machine guns. it's the kiddy kind which I REALLY MISS!!! i rmb there was one at the old old old marina square and there were tokens for you to redeem. and the games were very kiddy and fun to play! the machines are colourful, instructions in english and understandable, brainless and no violence :) OMG I WAS HAPPY. except that the tickets weren't real. they were virtual. it's okay i understand we must Save The Trees.

:) we were the best at the Hunny game. which won us a lot of virtual tickets, and we had 107 hits & 0 misses! okay la we had 3 people and everyone was in charge of certain balls to step on if they lit up.

:) and the throwing game was not bad too! you're supposed to throw balls into these animals' mouths. xian was totally climbing over the machine to reach the animals at the top. HAHAHAHA we so gay. lucky that place was empty. or we'd surely be chased out please!

hehe anyway today was fun i like! unconventional but still cool. and i thought i wouldn't spend much today oops :/ LOVE YOU TWO i know i will see you soon :)

:) i bought chocolate with daddy! and it's DARK CHOCOLATE. i love the cocoa taste yay.

:) baby can kiss me on the cheek now!!! big fat juicy kiss :D hahahaha i hope he grows to be a gentleman. he said "sis can i have your hand!" and i stuck out my hand with the palm facing up. he flipped my hand around and kissed my hand very gently! YAY I AM VERY HAPPY HAHAHAHAH.

:) my daddy pushed baby & me around in the supermarket trolley! yay i felt like a big kid.

okay wahlao very long post. heheheh. i am playing polly pocket :o okay la relieve my childhood memories! and feel them for the last time before giving it away :)

2007-12-17T10:28:00.001+08:00

fuck that was the most beautiful thing ever :(

Boating

2007-12-16T02:22:00.000+08:00

i am damn bloated from dinner, so i cannot sleep or i feel like puking :( yux i hate buffets.

pool with fang char tinky xian and zhiying today! but zhiying had to leave after lunch cos she's flying tmr she's so cute :D hahaha our pool today was so lifeless damn funnoi. and my balls kept jumping omg so annoying!! and i thought i was getting a wee bit cooler at it damnz. I REALLY LIKE POOL I WANT TO PLAY MORE.

then bowled for a bit and frick i suck! hate it HAHAHA. and their system @ marina is lousy and laggy yuck. walked around and saw a st pat's band playing at the atrium. we all liked it yay. i like saxophones, they sound so sexy and romantic and appropriate for candlelight dinners! and i like drums, because the twirling of sticks and flicking of wrists and stuff is just. very. cool. saw luo zhi xiang at the small stage near muji. hmm quite sad leh to push him to that small space. hahaha i think his name is amusing. SHOW? hehe x) walked around a bit more then met my family for dinner!

damn it orchard is so crowded and whatever. we drove around for so long we couldn't find a parking space :( so we ended up at buffet oh yuck i'm so full this is why i'm not sleeping even though it's 2:18am roarrrr.

I STILL HAVEN'T FIGURED WHAT NEW THING I SHOULD GO LEARN.
(but that reminds me i need money for that and i'm going to feel so guilty about spending)

roar my piano is irritating the shit out of me. 6 hours per day i am going to faint. but i seriously want to improve my piano and play properly and up to standard. oh what the fuck.

i am also pist because i cannot paint my nails properly. hohoho i am a big fricking bimbo!!! i want to paint them pink and green :) but they are a gross, clashing colour combi to wear out :(

ARGHHH. too lazy to post photos :(
byebye i shall try to sleep with my damn bloated sto-mach ROAR!

Rumbling

2007-12-14T17:30:00.000+08:00

ahh i haven't talked about my nice psb sunday and guidey monday picnic! another day. for now, i present you with

10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT CHALETS:
1. they are so ulu and far away! especially this one. i didn't even go to the beach boo!
2. they can be freaaaaaaaky.
3. they are dirty YUX. okay i think i have Mysophobia which is a fear of germs and dirt.
4. the toilets are... :(
5. the woks and pans are so dirty even after scrubbing them with jif!
6. something is bound to be spoilt. for instance, the tv! all grainy and blur.
7. there will never be enough room for everyone to sleep :D
8. you need to tiptoe across the floor to avoid things like dirt and hair and bugs.
9. you don't feel safe.
10. DAMN DIRTY.

i need to elaborate. i sound like a freak like hello what is the big deal about some dirt. but sorry i cannot live with stuff on my floor and dirty things like taps that aren't scrubbed with jif, pots with black carcinogenic patches, dark coloured mugs because they look like they contain a lot of dirt, sticky floors, going to bed with dirty feet and blah blah blah URGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH.

we played a lot of mahjong and some bridge/daidee/heart attack/speed. there were 2 mahjong sets! 1 big 1 small. the small ones are 1/4 the size of the big ones! omg they look like the big's offspring. i have always refused to play teeny mahjong but this is an exception because the tiles are fricking pretty! sparkly and gold on one side, pure white on the other. and eileen said it's from tiger beer. so i was like wow, when you put the tile in the box on its side, the white part looks like the foam, and the gold looks totally like the beer. so interesting :D

we cooked kangkong sambal with the Indofood mee goreng sauces X_X but it turned out not bad yay! i like cooking during chalets.

i am damn hungry now. and there are only 2 more weeks left to the end of the school holidays. frick it. hohoho i swore so much and i kept feeling like swearing the past few days heheh.

and there's still a damn lot of things i want to do? HOW.

this is stupid. really stupid and you're fucking annoying.
if you need to know, i do have eyes to see what's going on yeah. and i don't know what i'm doing near you. because we belong to 2 fucking opposite ends of the world fricking shit bitch bastard asshole.

we're stupid too. i hate how you behave i would slap slap slap if only i could. jdlaksdjglaksdlkhj.

didn't know you're capable of this much and i'm pretty impressed. why why why why.

2007-12-11T01:34:00.000+08:00

"I fricking fucking love you all!"
- (:

HAHAHAHAHHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I'M LIKE OMG AND I'M LIKE MAD I CRY AND LAUGH AT THE SAME TIME BECAUSE SOME EMO SONGS ARE SO DAMN FRICKING SAD BUT THAT SENTENCE IS SO FRICKING FUNNY COS (: SAYS IT WITH SO MUCH DAMN VIGOUR AND FORCE AND I'M LIKE. REALLY MAD HEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH

PHOTOZ

2007-12-11T00:58:00.001+08:00

crap crap crap each time i open the my Photos folder and see that. the last pictures i have are from July 2006, i want to cry and moan and bang the stupid screwed up old computer. fux.

Never want to leave

2007-12-09T23:52:00.001+08:00

JACKSON POLLOCK style.
okay it's quite ugly they're all big circle blobs.
go have a go :D press space to clear the screen, and click to change colour!

mini psb outing + ryan baby!
very very cool and drama and it was a good time i love us :) we are so happy and noisy and crazy. we should do it more :D

k more about it tmr i'm looking forward to my picnic!!!!! :)

NAT!, you are like one of the people i love the most, reallyreally, and i miss you like mad ahh! CANNOT DRIFT KKX. (p.s. i need to pay you back your $60!)
read mich's lj :D yah man i miss those times i'll see your face every morning in class :) we must go out more and we must spend time together okay!!! i'm so sorry i didn't go for your camp dui bu qi ): LUBS You :)

Your poster girl

2007-12-09T00:42:00.000+08:00

eh i haven't watched Secret or 881 and some other shows boo!!! going to sentosa tomorrow with lovely fun people :D i cannot wait! haha been so long since i've seen them. and guess what baby is going too HAHAHA i hope it won't be a disaster and he doesn't fall into the sea please please please.
i saw xiner & xinping today! at some travel agent hahaha. they are going for a tour while i'm still stuck in singapore. xiner looked super shock to see me HAHA you're so funnoi!!!

ikea after that and a lot of places in between. yen saw baby & daddy :O but i didn't see her boo! didn't buy the table in the end CHEY GE LAO SAI. i love ikeaaaaaa like whatz it is so cool i want to go one day and eat there too! (: new thing to do :D

had big big dinner and came home hahahah i love my brotherrrrrrrrrrr. and my daddy was hilarious today. we were driving somewhere and the carpark flooring was quite uh rough. and we went over many humps and bumps and his head kept bobbing up and down like a bobbyhead doll. after that he was like "wah that was some good massage." HEHEHE VERY FUNNY PLUS HE LOOKED SO STUNNED IT WAS HILARIOUS :D

i am very happy :) :)

I got it from my mama

2007-12-07T21:44:00.000+08:00

waffles from Changing Appetites. looks good right! smells and tastes good too.
i need to remember to go there. they have loads of promotions.

bowling with charlotte & fooz. charlotte's first time! how do you like it :D it was a very short game though because silly foo wanted to wear her new dress so she couldn't bowl properly?! then we played pool. homg i suck at it but i want to be cool at it! :( we had fun though hehehe it is a game of physics! stupid it is damn expensive though.

charlotte had to go so foo & i walked around in search of something i forgot. I WANTED TO GO TO STARBUCKS. we walked past about 6 outlets but they all had daaaamn long queues. except the suntec one but i thought liat towers would be shorter because last year i got my drink there and the queue was amazingly short took only about 5 minutes. hey long sentence!

anyway bought donuts to try. tamade my donuts look like the ones above because it was peak hour. so everyone hit my gigantic box of donuts squashing them in all directions. mummy had 6 and i had 6 hahahaha. i only like the nuts ones, the double choc, orange choc and the heart one!

bought baby's school stuff w mummy & baby today! then we went for bigggg dimsum lunch. piano later hehe she was quite nice today la. actually she's always nice. :) met fang ting tinky yen at settlers. TAMADE it was raining fricking heavily at piano and even though my piano teacher lent me a big umbrella, i still got damn wet. my legs my slippers my arms my bag. which is why i think my phone died. but it got revived right after i restarted it (about 4 hours later i'm so stupid). ehhh settlers is so crowded man. but they cheat my (non existent) money $$$$$.

HEHE good weekend ;D
furniture shopping for my (new) room woohoozzzz!
sentosa with spsls and some psls hehehe :)
next week: picnic, guides chalet, pool with a pro pingfang hehehe.

YAY I LOVE HOLIDAYS HAVE YOU HEARD ME SAY?

Truly Asia

2007-12-05T23:37:00.000+08:00

Raffles Tree & Me!
i like this photo. we look so happy to be together hehe :D

Charlotte is the best at this. she was jumping in most of the shots. Omer is second. anddd.. i am last hehehe. which is why i put up this shot because i look quite coool (more like chicken).

--> omerlette is my mummy handsomeboy and lublyfren!

all from the fourthirteen :)

LOVE ME HATE ME KILL ME NOW CAST + CREW!

i had this craving for goodles/good wanton mee in general. and i had this pleasant surprise when ahgong bought us THE BEST WANTON ME EVER. this place belongs in malaysia and omg i love it so much except it closes by 12noon, so we are never early enough to get there before it closes. but ahgong bought it!!!! :) it seriously made my day la i was so delighted i managed to eat 3 packets :))))))))

rar i just started uploading photos on facebook. and i want to upload a lot of things but it takes forever.

more music into my phone! happy :D but i need to update the collection.

going to have at least one picture a day, again! :)

kind of regret not applying for any work damnit.

haha it's still very different, making it quite ironic! that we're supposed to be _____ but we're so _______.

i can't figure if downloading so many games onto my phone is good or bad. 1) spoils my fricking eyesight! 2) wastes a lot of damn time 3) still very fun though and i get to play them for FREE. if i play it on the comp i'll get one hour of trial version.

EAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
wanted to say somemore but it's not the right time! not ripe.

About life

2007-12-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

some photos because this place has seen way too little colour and pretty people :D

JAPAN TRIP MEETUP.
haha the people who made my august06 so unforgettable. short while and it was a bit cold and it was different from the japan times. but i love you all the same, i promise :)

LA FONDUE.
where we got cheated and made up our own fondue stuff. check out those fondue sticks and muji marshmallows amg ;D

IT'S LIKE REVISITING CHILDHOOD AND PRETENDING TO BE ALIENS THAT HAIL FROM SOME FARAWAY IMAGINARY LAND.

WE'RE GONNA GROW UP AND LIVE LIFE SIPPIN' COFFEE AND DIPPING MARSHIES.

char i love you (:

SPOS DAY.
at terminal 3 and ikea tampines. we didn't have that much time though or there would have been more hahaha we need to do it again!!

THIS REACTOR.

spot a happy girl :)

pictures with unconventional backgrounds. and i don't know why but this picture just makes me smile!

we see so much each day and how do you know what different things are used for? i don't know and i ~~don't~~ am trying not to care too much :)

stayed at home and read nick hornby today. he's quite witty i like him :D the books that suit me best are those about. love girls family youngboys. ERRRRRRRRRRP URG? i don't know :D

thought about kindergarten ytd. it was pleasant and i still rmb things. like the concerts where i was a Castle Tower in K1 and a White Satin-Clothed Bunny in K2. great way to graduate huh! and how my brother dropped sth during his segment and everyone laughed and he cried so pitifully and when i see it on the tape we bought, i get so sad. why do people like to laugh and pick on others? aiya don't know. why do my brothers always seem like victims of bullyingggg!! yux. and how i had a smiley, tan teacher called Mrs Richards. and she never failed to give you a big tight bear hug. then there was Dominic, who would come and read to us :) oh people liked to celebrate birthdays too. i remember someone brought chocolate cupcakes. i also rmb how those days, kindergartens weren't airconditioned. very airy and bright and cheery! i rmb having funfairs and using up coupons, dressing up like a dainty little girl and ending up sweating profusely because i like all the games. getting daaaaaamn excited about my first!ever!sports!day! because i was pairing up with this boy i liked. and he liked me too. omg childish romance!! heheh it's quite sad i don't keep in touch with kindergarten people anymore, and i don't know how they are or how they look like or what they're doing. i want to know how that boy, my kindergarten best friend and other other people are doing!!!!!!!!

yen asked me for guides photos. and i recalled some ancient url which has sec2 photos. oh man we look so young and happy (: looking at all the captions, my huge as ass mouth, the no fringe days and whatever, it looks so silly. like "omg i cannot believe we were so toot." but i guess the moment is always special :D now we're enjoying ourselves and thinking wow we so pretty yo! (HAHAHAHA) but 10 years down we could be like "yux what was up with our fashioooon!" hahaha i don't make any sense tonight.

Accomplishment

2007-12-04T22:49:00.001+08:00

missions
1. ~~donut factory donuts (i decided i like them after foo bought some)~~
2. upload and sort photos
3. learn something new damnit):
4. singapore science centre (eh it sounds quite cool!!)
5. mount faber (looks pretty at night)
6. get running shoes
7. prepare for stupid sch
8. christmas gift exchange(s)!!
9. new year eve celebrations
10. buy jigsaw puzzles!
11. ~~get gv thing~~
12. ~~wear all shoes~~
13. LEARN STH NEW OMG.
14. christmas party :D
15. iceskating
16. mahjong
17. ~~bowling~~
18. ~~pool~~
19. pulau ubin cycling
20. make my fricking pewter plate
21. food tour
22. ~~picnic~~
23. sew something

Cravings

2007-12-04T20:20:00.000+08:00

FOOD THAT I AM CURRENTLY CRAVING FOR:
sichuan garlic pork
kebabs
quesadillas
goodles
kolo mee
fish and co seafood platter
~~kailan~~
my favourite pasta
thin pizzas
pizza hut's stuffed crust
~~thai kway teow --> MUST CHECK OUT THAILAND THING THONG.~~
black pepper crab
seafooooooood
mussels with sambal
swedish meatballs
freshwater prawns sandwiches
~~daim the crunchy chocolate~~
strawberries and sugar
ham & cheese crepes
hotplate tofu
unlimited supply of haato/venezia :DDDDDDDD

& i cannot continue or i will explode thinking about it omgx!

Skinflint

2007-12-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

my life has been about LOVE ME HATE ME KILL ME NOW!!! :)

which has been fulfilling, fun and relaxing :) there have been comments about it, both good and bad, but whatever just the good ones go into our ears because we know we had so much joy preparing for it. ahaha although i went to school for only about. one week and three days? (or 1 day less because i had sick leave) i thought i would dread it but as the days passed it became more of a routine, and not those old boring yux-go-to-sch routines but HEE HEE I'M IN FOR A NEW DAY OF FUN WOOHOO!

like you get your daily fill of laughter watching zhener being schizo HAHA THE SLAP, awaiting the birdfeed scene with beautiful hairbands made by us, secretly dancing to power rangers behind the curtains, moving props, driving bas sekolah, lazing on the sofa/bench bed, trying to be silent and quiet backstage, getting eye sores from peeping (:o), freaking out at the sex scenes and kissy wissy bits because they are so damn realistic etc etc :D

it's a bonus that i get to hang around all these people that i like (: for about 5 hours or more each day! like:
yam (who is so prancy and cutesie and good to have goodles with and noisy when i play my games hehe and qianbian but i still love her), bock (who constantly has a jap dictionary and her massive 3000/5000 jap word list with her and beautiful eyes and being stressed but she needs to know i lub her), omerz (my mummy mama mommy who is also the most handsome eva and lovely and huggly and naughty for beating/scolding me hehehe but still my favourite loveliest mommy!!!), charlotte (for lunches on production days and nice long talk at club with western food and confiding in youx and talking to youx and getting hooked on sony games too heheehehe and being deliverymen together i lubs you), kaiyin (who is always so patient and hardworking and wow awesome props and being so on-task and nice forever whoohoo), sharon (who started it all and was this ultra psycho madwoman mother not just in the play but also in real life), abihohoho (who is really very nice and friendly and sweet and to whom i am a personal lacing assistant and has a lot of hair and wahlao damn nice makeup and being so nice), yikai (for being so sexy and cool and you), wenqi (for being so hilarious and into character), stellabee (for coming both production days i miss seeing you!), oce (chao ah beng you are super guy&girl killer la like you too sexy!!), zhener (for amusing me so much especially with the damn cool big hands and eating like wow) and everybody everybody i am sorry if i missed out anybody i am sleepy :(

anyway being serious. ya i enjoyed myself and i don't regret participating because it's something that i'll never be able to do again, and i had a ball of a time being with all these awesome people :) yay to us we are so fricking coo!!!! :D

oh bock is so very sweet :D i was looking through lj friend page and i saw her wellwish on her lj :D SHE TOLD ME TO GET WELL SOON HEHEHE THAT WAS THE DAY I MISSED REHEARSAL HEHEHE. thanks bock you're so sweet :D hope jlpt went well x)

2007-11-28T01:27:00.001+08:00

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

A kvetch

2007-11-28T00:06:00.000+08:00

new word i learnt!

i'm tired. i really need to expand my limited vocabulary because i cannot find any other new word to describe my mood now!! i am PIST.

how would i know how to describe it? just feels very different. it's not comfortable + i obviously detest it. but there's nothing i can do about it. is it me who's not making the effort? no idea anymore. aiya i just have absolutely no idea of what's going on anymore and the conversations leave me lost and puzzled and HUH and i don't get responses. my opinions don't matter too eah. so that's why i was _ _ _. yes.

hellox people are changing already. RAPIDLY like a fast-flowing river! yucks and it is loathsome. i refuse to say anything about it i know what you're looking for. what the hell i wish you weren't like that you know.

sometimes i create the pist, instead of it coming to me. like i go looking for trouble. still don't really like technology because it is the root of muchmuch evil.

rehearsals are quite exciting and today was fun(: cos the kschee was cold enough. and i like the mornings because it's so lively. haha i have a novel/noble (hahaha) job. plus i like the people i work with. :) and you get exercise!!! :D a lot of it. loads of romping and bouncing around :DDDDDDD

oh today was especially cool! cos i started off the day by telling charlotte & yam about my game experience. so for the rest of the day i was like, playing that game. oh my gadddd so unbelievable! sandra also taught me stuff and gave me stuff. head buried in it entire day la rocks. :D

met xian char weiting yunting for dinner. hehe i don't like going to vivo myself ackx. sat around and talked rubbish. but i had my head buried in my phone.

"CARRY THAT ASS." >>

Roarr

2007-11-26T18:00:00.000+08:00

1. HEAD HURTS I CANNOT WAKE UP BEFORE 9.30
2. ASSHOLE THINK YOU'RE SUCH A BIG SHOT?
3. STUPID STUPID STUPID TECHNOLOGY

In your pants

2007-11-24T00:15:00.000+08:00

ahh shit i hate tv. i'm just extremely sensitive in those areas argh. come on i can cry when i'm reading a book watching some drama warching a movie

piano on thursday. shit maybe i should have quit piano after that stupid hag quit. or maybe i should have quit before this. and i would be enjoying life and i wouldn't have to wake up so fricking early in the mornings. rargh and what use is there in regretting i didn't find her earlier so maybe i wouldn't be suffering so much now. wth i'm expected to dedicate my entire life/holidays to piano? a few million hours per day? okay i really am trying this time. but i never ever meet up to her expectations even when i try hard argh. k shut up.

stardust with charlotte! and a nice subway in the cinema. the movie was cool i liked it. it flowed very nicely and i gasped a few times. i liked it but movies are kind of a waste of money. hehehe. charlotte you should have walked around with me more ): if not for piano we could have done more stuff muacks charlotte :D met yijun after that for a romantic dinner date! at al dente. and we both agreed the food wasn't that great. then we sat at the bay for a while, walked around raffles city, bought raspberry sorbet, visited kellie at her job in Prints, watched her buy earrings and laughed at her and talked :D was a nice time la. it's different but it's comfortable all the same lub you yijun! :D

do you know i hate it when people bully my brothers. like assholed older generations/ fat asses in school. so my heart just breaks into million pieces whenever i see parents scolding their kids for no damn reason, especially when the kids look so damn helpless. i think everyone deserves to be loved and people who love them should take action to show their love. kids are like little glass bowls and everything's so simple to them. if you scold and hit them they don't understand what's going on it just makes their world go haywire. ah yuck anyway the point is hate mean people.

today i had foodie adventure with daddy for lunch. yum yum so many working people. good food but he loked a bit pist at sth it was quite funnoi. met foo but read my book while waiting for her. i love it it rocks. makes me happier than the previous book hahahaha. the guy was quite gory. he cut off this entire growth of thing from his body, with bloody sewing scissors yuck. and there was this gaping hole with blood staining all the furniture. i almost puked urgh.

we ended up going to airport to check out the T3 open house. which wasn't quite spectacular. maybe we should have gone on a guided to learn more hohox! but yeah the ceiling's high and i like the roof. solar powered lights or whatever hehe i'm so nooby. went to ikea tampines after that (i'm going to alexandra one from now onwards hello must wait for shuttle bus for super long time urgh) we had yum meatballs their mustard there rocks. okay la but it's huge. we took quite a lot of photos HAHAHA they're quite cool i must say neh. we didn't even finish walking the entire area boo ): got caught in the after office hours rush.

good dinner :D that's my favourite place! cos it has the best italian food and the service is so personal etc etc i like it (:

i watched a drama serial on tv just now. old show which i watched before but how come it's so much more painful now. even if it's the same scenes. they had all these scenes about the dad being forgotten, how he was afraid that his gift would pale in comparison to his rich wife that had left him long ago, how this kid was unwanted and pushed around by all these adults who didn't want to carry this burden around with them. urgh it just makes me so sad i think it's pms wor! come on i was even sobbing hehe my daddy laughed at me. "JUST A SHOW LA." sadly it happens all around us, if we look hard enough.

damn it!!!!

my life's so boring. hahaha i want to help people i want to learn things i want to do things (not just stuff that makes me happy or new novel stuff) i want to make people happy i want everyone around me to be happy i want to make a difference. a big difference.

alright nice early morning for more finger-breaking exercises yeah yeah cannot wait.

What clucks

2007-11-21T21:27:00.000+08:00

and what squeaks? CHICKENS AND MOUSES.
mouses remind me of mousse omg i miss italian fooood.

ehhh what's wrong with me! i think it was the book today. stupid bad books ruin my day!! okay i shall not go on mad book-buying sprees anymore.

Teenage hopes

2007-11-21T01:06:00.000+08:00

fly out of your door

ROARRRR.
why does everyone have a job except me! i want a job! why can't i find a job! why am i so extraaaaa and try be committed when i know i won't be! why why why! i want a frickingggg job. & i want to frickingggg quit already. it's not that i think it sucks/ cannot be bothered. i just don't belong there and my heart isn't there and i can't do it? okay whatever la.

today was quite alright!
wahlao wake up very early only had 6 hours of sleep ZZZZZZ. i must wake up at 9 everyday (that's the earliest), or i'll feel damn groggy. ugh but today was okay the bus was so packed i kind of miss that feeling. eh rehearsals were funny!! you won't regret spending money to watch this i assure you! :D

went off w chua.shimin & bf! to california pizza kitchen. to use my women's weekly voucher. haha that place is ooookay la their service is not bad! the guy very friendly and kept pouring water. and mistook shimin's weird cup-waving action to a little baby as a call for him to refill our glasses! we sat there for quite long freezing our butts off, stuffing our little mouths and swallowing air. because shimin is just damn cute and funny! i'm going to write a comedy for her :D no actually i'll just be the producer and what she can make it up herself.

mummy dropped baby with us and we just hung around at takashimaya toy section the entire time. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. we were watching high school musical. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? at first we just walked around looking at toys and hearing baby going "THOMAS THOMAS!!" then we found the disney section, so we stood there watching the show (each holding a soft toy, standing around with our bags on the floor, baby squatting one side playing with a different toy every 3 minutes). i think the saleswoman was pist with us :)

anyway it was fun la.
#1 i tried a new restaurant
#2 i finally watched high school musical & understand why people are mad over it
#3 i smiled at all the police& security people when i walked to school today! they probably thought i was mad. come on la they need some laughter in their lives!!!
#4 i laughed a lot
#5 i had big tub of veneziaaaaaaaa
#6 i caught up with shimin!! :D
fun :)

groarrr! and okay let's just hope tomorrow will be a better daaaaay!

LOVELY :D

2007-11-18T23:58:00.000+08:00

i am very happy! :D i love the way my holidays have been going. they're either busy packedpackedpacked or laidback in a useful sort of way. like going out or relaxing at home with good books & magazines.

plus christmas is coming! even though i don't celebrate it, all the gorgeous decorations add this extra sparkle into life.

i have been doing a lot of shopping and SHOPPING MAKES ME GRIN no matter how uhh materialistic it is. like the book buying on friday! i love pretty book covers. those that are glam and simple and non-fantasy. or how they're so smooth your hand just glides across the cover. hehe this is why i always end up picking chicklit or books STUFFED with sex scenes. eh went to some show stuff today with mummy and it was quite exciting. we picked up cool shirts and whatever i like it :)

that day i popped by the STB booth near centrepoint, and got many brochures :D to places that i don't think i have ever thought of wanting to go. like hello, spore science centre! HAHAHAHAH. but i still want to go anyone up for some adventures? :D

evelyn foo zhiwei i love you!!! cheer up okay :) see you get an entire chunk to yourself. SPOS FEEL THE LOVE! ♥

just nowwwwww:
NAAAAAT ! 30nov, 1dec - LOVE ME HATE ME KILL ME NOW says:
me also my phone calendar is like best friend now
everyday i wake up
on phone
look at it and go.
TMD I LOVE HOLIDAYS.

i really love holidays okay okay okay! so happening. :)

FROM WIKIPEDIA THE FREE ENCYCLOPEDIA:
A keloid is a type of scar which results in an overgrowth of tissue at the site of a healed skin injury. Keloids are firm, rubbery lesions or shiny, fibrous nodules and can vary from pink to flesh-colored or red to dark brown in color. A keloid scar is benign, non-contagious and usually accompanied by severe itchiness, sharp pains and changes in texture. In severe cases, it can affect movement of skin. Keloids should not be confused with hypertrophic scars, which are raised scars that do not grow beyond the boundaries of the original wound and may reduce over time.

i hate it that i have keloid. look the word itself doesn't even look cool or whateverrrx! HAHA HATE IT.

this is quite a random post but i'm trouble-free for now. LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL KNOW! i met some inspiring person today :) who's so young but she's living life with so much purpose! helping young budding designers & bringing old people out for days of fun. super cool i'm going to be useful :) how about starting now!

and i realised. if we look really carefully there's quite a lot of fun stuff to do in singapore la (: although most of it involves money! like at sentosa. you pay for every single thing! except going to the beach. if they made it cheaper i would go there more often mannnn.

holidays are so fun la okay. i think i've said it a lot already but this holiday has been interesting and meaningful (: puzzles, books, A DAMN LOT OF PIANO so that i can play properly and with STYLE -_-, eating, bonding times, enchantes, shows, possible artsy show with spos, parties, night outings, sleepovers, rehearsals etc!!

oh love me hate me kill me now. i think i'll need to start going for rehearsals soon. and i think putting up a play is damn hard work. there's so many aspects you need to organise. the cast need to know their lines, know how to SAY them, expressions. costumes props lighting sound etc etc everything must fall nicely in place! wahlao so scary. and a lot of practice.

ENCHANTES has been uh. re-opened! check it out okay i think the things are quite pretty (:

alright time to go! another beautiful week ahead. ENJOY THE HOLIDAYS AND CONGRATS IF YOU MADE IT TO THE END OF MY POST!

mix

2007-11-16T21:36:00.001+08:00

(this is uploaded by webshots sharing function :D so they're all in separate posts. and i like our photos anyway :D)

hearts

2007-11-16T21:33:00.001+08:00

mad

2007-11-16T21:31:00.001+08:00

The good life

2007-11-16T19:38:00.000+08:00

ehh i'm very lazy to blog nowadays, but a lot has been happening man :D

8/11: went out with yijun! didn't get to use my women's weekly voucher poop. because it was deepavali and no vouchers during pub hol. but still had fun la it was nice catching up :D and eating food and doing stuff i have never done before hahahaha. plus i feel a wee bit more reassured about jc la sigh yo sigh.

weekend was like, weekend lor. everyone was kind of ill so i was rotting at home. :)

12/11: prom wor! fam wor! it was.. like that lor. okay la it was quite cool and i was very hapy looking at all the chiobus that day (: prom is an expensive activity $$$$$ brrr heart pain. i think my facebook looks mad there are millions of prom photos from everyone! ehh it felt very short though. like not enough time to take photos HAHA. my table was coolio la we're damn funny (and unglam :D) chicken wings, tablecloths, octopus in the ugly blue liquid and messy table urgh.
the afterprom was like. DRAMAAAAAAAAAA RAMA. the whole thing about chasing us out and running around. come on it was almost a hongkong action movie la! like running and hiding from the stupid mafia. we hung around in the ot room. trying to be silent while talking about quite a lot of stuff. we slept when the sun rose! HAHAHA.

13/11: testi collection and lunch date with michhhhh (: at nydc to use the voucher! yay i loved it we must do it more often. at least i got updates about her life and ahha I CAN'T WAIT. for the camp so exciting. my first time!! :) love you mich :D

14/11: met foooooo to get stuff for enchantes. watch that space alright we're going to come up with stuff :D foo yes you're right we will make this a long term thing YEAH :D

15/11: had a quick lunch with mummy and i was updating her about my life & prom. then hung around at heeren for a while and met tinky&yen&char at vivo. char was late but she had taiwan sausages for us! walked around somemore and started being unglam at the blue chairs. playing cheap uno. had dinner at marrrrrche with limzhen&selly&hudaaaaaaa :D so nice to see them again know. expensive but aiya had entertainment! sat outside near the wading pools. and get this: WE PLAYED ONE GAME OF UNO FOR AN HOUR. okay la that was for four people to win. quite amazing? walked around somemore and ended up in starbucks talking/ laughing uncontrollably about those wonderful 12 days of freedom and love :D + the mad timer shots it was really mad.

16/11: today i woke up early to get to school for lovemehatemekillmenow rehearsal thing. but no one was there!!! like apart from cast and i'm so extra. met xian&char&yen&ting for lunch @ dempsey. use voucher again la of course. the restaurant's La Fondue but..... WE COULDN'T EAT FONDUE BECAAAAAUSE THE SETLUNCHES DON'T COME WITH FONDUE. okay wth but we did our own fondue and everything. w/o the fondue, food was still yummy(: got back to orchard to buy lunches & something for brother, then back to school. after sitting around playing with stix and watching damn funny scenes, left to meet tingz they all at borders. where i bought 6 books for the price of 4!!!!!!!!! verrrrry berry happy :D wahlao today walk a lot manx.

very happy girl :D
BYEBYE!!

2007-11-10T16:07:00.000+08:00

TMD I AM SO PIST I THOUGHT I WAS OVER & DONE WITH WITH RS?! AND WTH THAT WAS REALLY DONE ON IMPULSE I SHOULDN'T HAVE LA WHAT A WASTE OF TIME MONEY EVERYTHING. FRUG I FEEL SO BAD FOR SPENDING SO MUCH ON PROM?! IT'S QUITE A WASTE OF MONEY MAN. I MISSSSSSSSSSSS YOU. AAAAND I WANT TO WORK BUT IT'S GOING TO EAT UP SO MUCH OF MY TIME AND JUST FRUG FRUG FRUG.

Anal viral

2007-11-09T23:32:00.000+08:00

I HATE VIRAL INFECTIONS ):
bloody hell it's like even if you eat properly and don't even eat dirty food, you'll still get sick! WHAT THE HELLLLLLLLLL. and hello it's not like i don't want to go i want to but don't feel like it cos hurts like shitttttt.

10 things

2007-11-07T14:17:00.001+08:00

about now

1. i can finally use chopsticks properly! without crossing them. i feel like a chinese.
2. i hate newsweek.
3. i have women's weekly dining vouchers all one for one. want to have lunch with me? (:
4. i miss my stupid photos. which i lost when the harddisk crashed last time.
5. my mummy is sick ):
6. i have funny dreams la wth.
7. I HATE YOU WANT TO HURL YOU INTO THE SEA AND I SHOULD HAVE ERASED YOU YTD AT THE BEACH FRUG.
8. i want to go cycling & swimming & running.
9. i want to do fun things that i've never done before.
10. holidays are good times.
(11. i don't know what's happening to my future.)

look at my many many posts HAHAHAHHAHA.